The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
Adventure stories; Illegal arms transfers -- Fiction; Marseille (France) -- Fiction; Sea stories; Young men -- Fiction
Indeed Therese did somehow resemble an achievement, wonderful enough in
its way, in unglazed earthenware. The only gleam perhaps that one could
find on her was that of her teeth, which one used to get between her dull
lips unexpectedly, startlingly, and a little inexplicably, because it was
never associated with a smile. She smiled with compressed mouth. It was
indeed difficult to conceive of those two birds coming from the same
nest. And yet . . . Contrary to what generally happens, it was when one
saw those two women together that one lost all belief in the possibility
of their relationship near or far. It extended even to their common
humanity. One, as it were, doubted it. If one of the two was
representative, then the other was either something more or less than
human. One wondered whether these two women belonged to the same scheme
of creation. One was secretly amazed to see them standing together,
speaking to each other, having words in common, understanding each other.
And yet! . . . Our psychological sense is the crudest of all; we don’t
know, we don’t perceive how superficial we are. The simplest shades
escape us, the secret of changes, of relations. No, upon the whole, the
only feature (and yet with enormous differences) which Therese had in
common with her sister, as I told Doña Rita, was amiability.
“For, you know, you are a most amiable person yourself,” I went on.
“It’s one of your characteristics, of course much more precious than in
other people. You transmute the commonest traits into gold of your own;
but after all there are no new names. You are amiable. You were most
amiable to me when I first saw you.”
“Really. I was not aware. Not specially . . . ”
“I had never the presumption to think that it was special. Moreover, my
head was in a whirl. I was lost in astonishment first of all at what I
had been listening to all night. Your history, you know, a wonderful
tale with a flavour of wine in it and wreathed in clouds, with that
amazing decapitated, mutilated dummy of a woman lurking in a corner, and
with Blunt’s smile gleaming through a fog, the fog in my eyes, from
Mills’ pipe, you know. I was feeling quite inanimate as to body and
frightfully stimulated as to mind all the time. I had never heard
anything like that talk about you before. Of course I wasn’t sleepy, but
still I am not used to do altogether without sleep like Blunt . . .”
“Kept awake all night listening to my story!” She marvelled.
“Yes. You don’t think I am complaining, do you? I wouldn’t have missed
it for the world. Blunt in a ragged old jacket and a white tie and that
incisive polite voice of his seemed strange and weird. It seemed as
though he were inventing it all rather angrily. I had doubts as to your
existence.”
“Mr. Blunt is very much interested in my story.”
“Anybody would be,” I said. “I was. I didn’t sleep a wink. I was
expecting to see you soon—and even then I had my doubts.”
“As to my existence?”
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