The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
Adventure stories; Illegal arms transfers -- Fiction; Marseille (France) -- Fiction; Sea stories; Young men -- Fiction
“It wasn’t exactly that, though of course I couldn’t tell that you
weren’t a product of Captain Blunt’s sleeplessness. He seemed to dread
exceedingly to be left alone and your story might have been a device to
detain us . . .”
“He hasn’t enough imagination for that,” she said.
“It didn’t occur to me. But there was Mills, who apparently believed in
your existence. I could trust Mills. My doubts were about the
propriety. I couldn’t see any good reason for being taken to see you.
Strange that it should be my connection with the sea which brought me
here to the Villa.”
“Unexpected perhaps.”
“No. I mean particularly strange and significant.”
“Why?”
“Because my friends are in the habit of telling me (and each other) that
the sea is my only love. They were always chaffing me because they
couldn’t see or guess in my life at any woman, open or secret. . .”
“And is that really so?” she inquired negligently.
“Why, yes. I don’t mean to say that I am like an innocent shepherd in
one of those interminable stories of the eighteenth century. But I don’t
throw the word love about indiscriminately. It may be all true about the
sea; but some people would say that they love sausages.”
“You are horrible.”
“I am surprised.”
“I mean your choice of words.”
“And you have never uttered a word yet that didn’t change into a pearl as
it dropped from your lips. At least not before me.”
She glanced down deliberately and said, “This is better. But I don’t see
any of them on the floor.”
“It’s you who are horrible in the implications of your language. Don’t
see any on the floor! Haven’t I caught up and treasured them all in my
heart? I am not the animal from which sausages are made.”
She looked at me suavely and then with the sweetest possible smile
breathed out the word: “No.”
And we both laughed very loud. O! days of innocence! On this occasion
we parted from each other on a light-hearted note. But already I had
acquired the conviction that there was nothing more lovable in the world
than that woman; nothing more life-giving, inspiring, and illuminating
than the emanation of her charm. I meant it absolutely—not excepting the
light of the sun.
From this there was only one step further to take. The step into a
conscious surrender; the open perception that this charm, warming like a
flame, was also all-revealing like a great light; giving new depth to
shades, new brilliance to colours, an amazing vividness to all sensations
and vitality to all thoughts: so that all that had been lived before
seemed to have been lived in a drab world and with a languid pulse.
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