American prose literature; English prose literature; Narration (Rhetoric)
Once when Merrick returned from a visit home, he brought with him a
singularly feeling and suggestive bas-relief of a thin, faded old
woman, sitting and sewing something pinned to her knee; while a
full-lipped, full-blooded little urchin, his trousers held up by a
single gallows, stood beside her, impatiently twitching her gown to
call her attention to a butterfly he had caught. Steavens, impressed
by the tender and delicate modelling of the thin, tired face, had
asked him if it were his mother. He remembered the dull flush that
had burned up in the sculptor’s face.
The lawyer was sitting in a rocking-chair beside the coffin, his head
thrown back and his eyes closed. Steavens looked at him earnestly,
puzzled at the line of the chin, and wondering why a man should
conceal a feature of such distinction under that disfiguring shock of
beard. Suddenly, as though he felt the young sculptor’s keen glance,
Jim Laird opened his eyes.
“Was he always a good deal of an oyster?” he asked abruptly. “He was
terribly shy as a boy.”
“Yes, he was an oyster, since you put it so,” rejoined Steavens.
“Although he could be very fond of people, he always gave one the
impression of being detached. He disliked violent emotion; he was
reflective, and rather distrustful of himself--except, of course, as
regarded his work. He was sure enough there. He distrusted men pretty
thoroughly and women even more, yet somehow without believing ill of
them. He was determined, indeed, to believe the best; but he seemed
afraid to investigate.”
“A burnt dog dreads the fire,” said the lawyer grimly, and closed his
eyes.
Steavens went on and on, reconstructing that whole miserable
boyhood. All this raw, biting ugliness had been the portion of the
man whose mind was to become an exhaustless gallery of beautiful
impressions--so sensitive that the mere shadow of a poplar leaf
flickering against a sunny wall would be etched and held there for
ever. Surely, if ever a man had the magic word in his finger tips,
it was Merrick. Whatever he touched, he revealed its holiest secret;
liberated it from enchantment and restored it to its pristine
loveliness. Upon whatever he had come in contact with, he had left a
beautiful record of the experience--a sort of ethereal signature; a
scent, a sound, a colour that was his own.
Steavens understood now the real tragedy of his master’s life;
neither love nor wine, as many had conjectured; but a blow which
had fallen earlier and cut deeper than anything else could have
done--a shame not his, and yet so unescapably his, to hide in his
heart from his very boyhood. And without--the frontier warfare; the
yearning of a boy, cast ashore upon a desert of newness and ugliness
and sordidness, for all that is chastened and old, and noble with
traditions.
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