The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 12, No. 71, September, 1863: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and PoliticsVarious
Religion
The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 12, No. 71, September, 1863: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and Politics
Various
American periodicals
But this paper, already sufficiently prolonged, should draw to a close.
It is a source of great mortification to me that I cannot find some very
disagreeable thing to say of De Quincey, merely as a matter of poetic
justice; for assuredly he was in the habit of saying all the malicious
things _he_ could about his friends. If there was anything in a man's
face or shape particularly uncouth, you might trust De Quincey for
noticing _that_. Even Wordsworth he could not let off without a Parthian
shot at his awkward legs and round shoulders; Dr. Parr he rated soundly
on his mean proportions; and one of the most unfortunate things which
ever happened to the Russian Emperor Alexander was to have been seen in
London by De Quincey, who, even amid the festivities of national and
international congratulation on the fall of Napoleon, could not forget
that this imperial ally was a very commonplace-looking fellow, after
all. But, in regard to physical superiority, De Quincey lived in a glass
house too fragile to admit of his throwing many stones at his neighbors.
The very fact that he valued personal appearance at so low an estimate
takes away the sting from his remarks on the deformities of other
people: he could not have meant any detraction, but simply wished to
present a perfect picture to the eye, preserving the ugly features with
the faultless, just as we all insist on doing in regard to those we
love. De Quincey and myself, therefore, are likely to part good friends.
Surely, if there was anything which vexed the tender heart of this man,
it was "the little love and the infinite hate" which went to make up the
sum of life. If morbid in any direction, it was not in that of spite,
but of love; and as an instance of almost unnatural intensity of
affection, witness his insane grief over little Kate Wordsworth's
grave,--a grief which satisfied itself only by reasonless prostrations,
for whole nights, over the dark mould which covered her from his sight.
It only remains for us to look in upon De Quincey's last hours. We are
enabled to take almost the position of those who were permitted really
to watch at his bedside, through a slight unpublished sketch, from the
hand of his daughter, in a letter to an American friend. I tremble
almost to use materials that personally are so sacred; but sympathy, and
the tender interest which is awakened in our hearts by such a life, are
also sacred, and in privilege stand nearest to grief.
During the few last, days of his life De Quincey wandered much, mixing
up "real and imaginary, or apparently imaginary things." He complained,
one night, that his feet were hot and tired. His daughter arranged the
blankets around them, saying, "Is that better, papa?" when he answered,
"Yes, my love, I think it is; you know, my dear girl, these are the feet
that Christ washed."
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