The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 12, No. 71, September, 1863: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and PoliticsVarious
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The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 12, No. 71, September, 1863: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and Politics
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Everything seemed to connect itself in his mind with little children. He
aroused one day, and said suddenly,--"You must know, my dear, the
Edinburgh cabmen are the most brutal set of fellows under the sun. I
must tell you that I and the little children were all invited to supper
with Jesus Christ. So, as you see, it was a great honor. I thought I
must buy new dresses for the little ones; and--would you believe it
possible?--when I went out with the children, these wretches laughed at
their new dresses."
"Of my brothers he often spoke, both those that are dead and those that
are alive, as if they were his own brothers. One night he said, when I
entered the room,--
"'Is that you, Horace?'
"'No, papa.'
"'Oh, I see! I thought you were Horace; for he was talking to me just
now, and I suppose has just left the room.'"
Speaking of his father, one day, suddenly and without introduction, he
exclaimed,--"There is one thing I deeply regret, that I did not know my
dear father better; for I am sure a better, kinder, or juster man could
never have existed."
When death seemed approaching, the physician recommended that a telegram
should be sent to the eldest daughter,[A] who resided in Ireland, but he
forbade any mention of this fact to the patient. De Quincey seemed to
have a prophetic feeling that she was on her way to him, saying, "Has M.
got to that town yet, that we stopped at when we went to Ireland? How
many hours will it be before she can be here? Let me see,--there are
eight hours before I can see her, and three added to that!" His daughter
came sooner than the family expected; but the time tallied very nearly
with the computation he had made. On the morning his daughter arrived
occurred the first intimation his family had seen that the hand of death
was laid upon him. He had passed a quiet, but rather sleepless night,
appearing "much the same, yet more than ordinarily loving." After
greeting his child, he said, "And how does mamma's little girl like her
leaving her?" "Oh, they were very glad for me to come to grandpapa, and
they sent you this kiss,--which they did of their own accord." He seemed
much pleased. It was evident that M. presented herself to him as the
mother of children, the constant theme of his wanderings. Once when his
daughter quitted the room, he said, "They are all leaving me but my
_dear_ little children." "I heard him call, one day, distinctly,
'Florence! Florence! Florence!'--again, 'My dear, dear mother!'--and to
the last he called us 'my love,' and it sounded like no other sound
ever uttered. I never heard such pathos as there was in it, and in every
tone of his voice. It gave me an idea of a love that passeth all
understanding."
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