The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 12, No. 73, November, 1863: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and PoliticsVarious
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The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 12, No. 73, November, 1863: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and Politics
Various
American periodicals
"If that makes him happy, he could have had it before, I suppose. But do
you notice anything unhealthy in this mental cultivation,--anything
forced in this luxuriant flowering? Now the light of heaven expands the
whole nature, I hold, into healthy and proportioned beauty. If anything
is lacking or exuberant, the influence is not heavenly, be sure. What do
you think of this statement?"
"Very sensible, but very Hebrew to me."
"I never thought Lulu's were 'household eyes,'--but now she never speaks
of husband or children, of house or home. Now that is not a suitable
mental condition. Let us hope that this intellectual effervescence will
subside, and leave her some thoughtfulness and care for others, and the
meditation which will make her accomplishments something to enrich and
strengthen, rather than excite and overrun her mind."
"Ah! well, it is only a few weeks, not more than six, since she found
out she had a soul. No wonder she feels she has been such a laggard in
the race, she must keep on the gallop now to make up for lost time."
"But,--about the husband and children?"
"Oh, they will come in in due time and take their true place. She is a
young artist, and hasn't got her perspectives arranged. Be sure they
will be in the foreground presently," said I, cheerfully.
"Let us hope so. For a wife, mother, and house-mistress to be racing
after so many ologies, and ignoring her daily duties, is a spectacle of
doubtful utility to me."
To tell the truth, this want of domestic interest had often struck me
also. One day, as we were talking about my children, Lulu had said that
she believed herself destitute of the maternal instinct; for although
she liked to see the children, of course, yet she did not miss them
when away from her. And after the death of young Lewis, which happened
while they were at Cuba, and which distressed my Johnnie so much that he
could not for a long time bear either books or play, for want of his
beloved playmate, his mother, apparently, did not lament him at all.
"I never liked to have him with me," she said to me,--"partly, I
suppose, because he reminded me of Montalli, and of a period of great
suffering in my life. I should be glad never to think of him again. But
William seemed to love and pity him always. Gave him his name, and
always treated him like an only and elder son. And William is fond of
the little girls, too. I don't mean that I am not fond of them, but not
as he is. He will go and spend a week at a time playing and driving with
them."
Indeed, she very often reminded me of Undine in her soulless days.
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