The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 16, No. 95, September 1865: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and PoliticsVarious
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The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 16, No. 95, September 1865: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and Politics
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"Mean to! ye mean to! That's the way ye flatter yer conscience, and
cheat yer own soul. Why don't ye do what ye _mean_ to do to once, and
make sure on 't? That's the way to git the good of your property. I tell
ye, the time's comin' when the recollection of havin' done a good action
will be a greater comfort to ye than all the property in the world. Then
you'll look back, and say, 'Why _didn't_ I do this and do that with my
money, when 't was in my power, 'stead of hoardin' up and hoardin' up
for others to spend after me?' Now, as I was goin' to say, ye didn't
_dis_courage Reuben's enlistin', and ye didn't _in_courage him the way
ye might. You ought to 've said to him, 'Go, Reuben, if ye see it to be
yer duty; and, as fur as money goes, ye sha'n't suffer for 't. I've got
enough for all on us; and I'll pay yer debts, if need be, and see 't yer
fam'ly 's kep' comf'table while ye're away.' But that's jest what ye
didn't say, and it's jest what ye didn't do. All the time Reuben's been
sarvin' his country, he's had his debts and his family expenses to worry
him; and you know it's been all Sophrony could do, by puttin' forth all
her energies, and strainin' every narve, to keep herself and children
from goin' hungry and ragged. You've helped 'em a little, now and then,
in driblets, it's true; but, dear me!" exclaimed Miss Beswick; and she
smote her hands, palms downwards, upon her lap, with a look and gesture
which signified that words utterly failed to express her feelings on the
subject.
Mrs. Ducklow, who, since her annihilation, had scarcely ventured to look
up, sat biting her lips, drawing breaths of suppressed anger and
impatience, and sewing the patch to the trousers and to her own apron
under them. There was an awful silence, broken only by the clock
ticking, and Mr. Ducklow lifting his knife and fork, and letting them
fall again. At last he forced himself to speak.
"Wal, you've read us a pretty smart lectur', Miss Beswick, I must say! I
can't consaive what should make ye take such an interest in our affairs;
but it's very kind in ye,--very kind, to be sure!"
"Take an interest! Haven't I seen Sophrony's struggles with them
children? And haven't I seen Reuben come home this very night, a sick
man, with a broken constitution, and no prospect before him but to give
up his farm, lose all he has paid, and be thrown upon the charities of
the world with his wife and children? And if the charities of friends
are so cold, what can he expect of the charities of the world? Take an
interest! I wish you took half as much! Here I've sot half an hour, and
you haven't thought to ask how Reuben appeared, or anything about him!"
"May-be there's a good reason for that, Miss Beswick. 'Twas on my lips
to ask half a dozen times; but you talked so fast, you wouldn't give me
a chance."
"Well, I'm glad you've got some excuse, though a poor one!" said Miss
Beswick.
"How is Reuben?" Mrs. Ducklow meekly inquired.
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