The Attack on the Mill, and Other Sketches of War — John Shaqi
The Attack on the Mill, and Other Sketches of WarZola, Émile
Philosophy
The Attack on the Mill, and Other Sketches of War
Zola, Émile
War stories
Though conscious of the futility of the proceeding, Françoise
penetrated into the wood. It was a comfort to her to be alone. She sat
down for a moment, then, reflecting that time was passing, rose again
to her feet. How long was it since she left the mill? Five minutes,
or a half-hour? She had lost all idea of time. Perhaps Dominique had
sought concealment in a clearing that she knew of, where they had gone
together one afternoon and eaten hazelnuts. She directed her steps
toward the clearing; she searched it thoroughly. A blackbird flew out,
whistling his sweet and melancholy note; that was all. Then she thought
that he might have taken refuge in a hollow among the rocks where he
went sometimes with his gun, but the spot was untenanted. What use
was there in looking for him? She would never find him, and little
by little the desire to discover his hiding-place became a passionate
longing. She proceeded at a more rapid pace. The idea suddenly took
possession of her that he had climbed into a tree, and thenceforth she
went along with eyes raised aloft and called him by name every fifteen
or twenty steps, so that he might know she was near him. The cuckoos
answered her; a breath of air that rustled the leaves made her think
that he was there and was coming down to her. Once she even imagined
that she saw him; she stopped with a sense of suffocation, with a
desire to run away. What was she to say to him? Had she come there to
take him back with her and have him shot? Oh! no, she would not mention
those things; she would tell him that he must fly, that he must not
remain in the neighbourhood. Then she thought of her father awaiting
her return, and the reflection caused her most bitter anguish. She sank
upon the turf, weeping hot tears, crying aloud:
“My God! My God! why am I here!”
It was a mad thing for her to have come. And as if seized with sudden
panic, she ran hither and thither, she sought to make her way out of
the forest. Three times she lost her way, and had begun to think she
was never to see the mill again, when she came out into a meadow,
directly opposite Rocreuse. As soon as she caught sight of the village
she stopped. Was she going to return alone?
She was standing there when she heard a voice calling her by name,
softly:
“Françoise! Françoise!”
And she beheld Dominique raising his head above the edge of a ditch.
Just God! she had found him.
Could it be, then, that Heaven willed his death? She suppressed a cry
that rose to her lips, and slipped into the ditch beside him.
“You were looking for me?” he asked.
“Yes,” she replied bewilderedly, scarce knowing what she was saying.
“Ah! what has happened?”
She stammered, with eyes downcast: “Why, nothing; I was anxious, I
wanted to see you.”
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