I surveyed him, askance, as we walked together; I had already, I had
indeed instantly, seen him as all delightful. His face is so well known
that I needn’t describe it; he looked to me at once an English gentleman
and a man of genius, and I thought that a happy combination. There was
a brush of the Bohemian in his fineness; you would easily have guessed
his belonging to the artist guild. He was addicted to velvet jackets,
to cigarettes, to loose shirt-collars, to looking a little dishevelled.
His features, which were firm but not perfectly regular, are fairly
enough represented in his portraits; but no portrait I have seen gives
any idea of his expression. There were innumerable things in it, and
they chased each other in and out of his face. I have seen people who
were grave and gay in quick alternation; but Mark Ambient was grave and
gay at one and the same moment. There were other strange oppositions
and contradictions in his slightly faded and fatigued countenance. He
affected me somehow as at once fresh and stale, at once anxious and
indifferent. He had evidently had an active past, which inspired one
with curiosity; yet what was that compared to his obvious future? He was
just enough above middle height to be spoken of as tall, and rather lean
and long in the flank. He had the friendliest frankest manner possible,
and yet I could see it cost him something. It cost him small spasms of
the self-consciousness that is an Englishman’s last and dearest
treasure—the thing he pays his way through life by sacrificing small
pieces of even as the gallant but moneyless adventurer in “Quentin
Durward” broke off links of his brave gold chain. He had been
thirty-eight years old at the time “Beltraffio” was published. He asked
me about his friend in America, about the length of my stay in England,
about the last news in London and the people I had seen there; and I
remember looking for the signs of genius in the very form of his
questions and thinking I found it. I liked his voice as if I were
somehow myself having the use of it.
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