“She sacrificed him; she determined to do nothing to make him live. Why
else did she lock herself in, why else did she turn away the Doctor? The
book gave her a horror; she determined to rescue him—to prevent him from
ever being touched. He had a crisis at two o’clock in the morning. I
know that from the nurse, who had left her then, but whom, for a short
time, she called back. The darling got munch worse, but she insisted on
the nurse’s going back to bed, and after that she was alone with him for
hours.”
I listened with a dread that stayed my credence, while she stood there
with her tearless glare. “Do you pretend then she has no pity, that
she’s cruel and insane?”
“She held him in her arms, she pressed him to her breast, not to see him;
but she gave him no remedies; she did nothing the Doctor ordered.
Everything’s there untouched. She has had the honesty not even to throw
the drugs away!”
I dropped upon the nearest bench, overcome with my dismay—quite as much
at Miss Ambient’s horrible insistence and distinctness as at the
monstrous meaning of her words. Yet they came amazingly straight, and if
they did have a sense I saw myself too woefully figure in it. Had I been
then a proximate cause—? “You’re a very strange woman and you say
incredible things,” I could only reply.
She had one of her tragic headshakes. “You think it necessary to
protest, but you’re really quite ready to believe me. You’ve received an
impression of my sister-in-law—you’ve guessed of what she’s capable.”
I don’t feel bound to say what concession on this score I made to Miss
Ambient, who went on to relate to me that within the last half-hour
Beatrice had had a revulsion, that she was tremendously frightened at
what she had done; that her fright itself betrayed her; and that she
would now give heaven and earth to save the child. “Let us hope she
will!” I said, looking at my watch and trying to time poor Ambient;
whereupon my companion repeated all portentously “Let us hope so!” When
I asked her if she herself could do nothing, and whether she oughtn’t to
be with her sister-in-law, she replied: “You had better go and judge!
She’s like a wounded tigress!”
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