_August 2._—Began Scott’s[181] ‘Christian Life,’ but Smythies having
sent me the sixth volume of Bishop Newton’s[182] works, containing a
dissertation on the ‘Intermediate State,’ I read it with equal
eagerness and satisfaction. It exceeds on that subject all I have
yet met with. He is of opinion, in which all agree, that good
spirits will know each other; and probably, from the parable of
Lazarus, have some knowledge of what passes on earth. But that is of
little consequence in comparison with the most consoling and
comfortable idea contained in the first opinion. And what a call is
it to strive with earnestness and ardour to arrive at a situation
that will recompense us in so great a degree for every evil and
sorrow we can meet with in this world. Can I then hope, by
dedicating the rest of my life here to God, to join my dear child
hereafter, my mother, my other daughter, and my sister; and should
it so please the Almighty in His mercy, my father and brother? Of
the females I can have little doubt, or rather none. I know too
little of the lives of the others to venture to pronounce. Read also
Bishop Newton’s dissertation on the Resurrection, general judgment,
and final state of man. They are all excellent, and I rather
devoured than read them. These books I must buy to read again with
more attention.
_3rd._—The Dane is gone, and therefore I am left to my favourite
contemplations. Newton’s dissertations are consoling, for they leave
me no doubts about that hideous doctrine, the sleep of the soul,
which, however it might have been suited for the dead, is dreadful
to those they leave behind. For the rest of my life to know that my
dear child is in a state of conscious existence, and consequently
happy, is the first of comforts; but to feel the enlivening warmth
and light of the sun, thinking that she felt nothing, but slept in
the cold grave, would have almost sunk me into it. No! she lives,
and as there is reason to believe, the departed spirits have some
knowledge of what passes here. What a call is it to conduct myself
so as to give no pain to her! Let me imagine myself for ever seen by
the spirits of my mother and my child. Let me have a keen feeling of
the pain any unworthy action or impure thought would give to them,
and of the pleasure they would reap from seeing the reverse; that I
was so living as gave them a hope of my joining them hereafter. Let
me, if possible, entertain this persuasion till I am convinced of
it. I cannot have the thought without being the better man. Oh!
guard me against relapsing into evil negligence, the two certain
fruits of pleasure and prosperity.
What are the friendships of the world! What consolation, what
comfort!
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