_29th._—London. At eight o’clock at night I received the following
note from Sir John Sinclair. I hurried away to the place named in
the cover, Great Shire Lane, where I found Sir John; and Dr.
Garthshore on the same errand as myself.
We signed a bail bond.
‘My dear Sir,—A most extraordinary circumstance has happened to
me. A rascally saddler, whom I employed at Edinburgh to furnish
accoutrements to my regiment of Invincibles, brought me in so
exorbitant an amount, that I refused to pay it; and instead of
bringing an action against me at Edinburgh, he has arrested me for
750_l._ So many of my friends are out of town, that I must trouble
you to give bail for my appearance.
‘Sincerely yours,
‘JOHN SINCLAIR.
‘Tuesday.’
Sir John’s regiment has been disbanded nine or ten years, and
consequently this rascally saddler has been at least so long kept
out of his money. What can these people think of themselves! To live
quietly while thus depriving tradesmen of their right for such a
number of years!
_May 16._—This is the first fine day that has occurred since I left
town; the lilacs are coming fast into blossom, and the fresh verdure
of the grass and trees is highly pleasing.
_August 29._—As the time approaches to go this Oxford journey, I
dislike it more and more, and wish I had firmly rejected it. I am
not in a situation at all comfortable here, and have only one
maid—no man or boy—and only the carpenter to put my horse in the
whisky; but with a little exertion all this could be arranged. Mrs.
Y. going to the sea for seven weeks, and therefore seven weeks’
peace here if I stayed. I am in a regular habitual application to my
‘Elements,’ and have made a good progress in them, so that if I kept
here I should have gone through many meetings of the Board; and then
if it pleased the Lord to take me, they would at least be in a state
to be serviceable to mankind, and the great collection I have made
in divinity would gradually be brought into order.
All around here is a region dead in iniquity and sins, as far as
ladies and gentlemen are concerned. Amongst the Sectaries there is
Christianity, and nowhere else, which is a horrible thing to think
of. The clergy are, if possible, more dead than any others; many of
them very profligate, many thoroughly worldly minded, but some of
very respectable moral characters, but without a spark of vital
religion.
I associate only with Mrs. O. Oakes. Having written till I am tired,
I go once or twice a week to relax with the mild green (_sic_) of
her soul, because I can be free and do as I like, and I try hard to
make her a Christian, but hitherto in vain. If evil ideas at any
time plague me, then I keep away, and, thanks to God, I have of late
had an unusual command over my imagination, which for years plagued
me terribly. Prayer is my refuge.
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