The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B. — John Shaqi
The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
My father I never knew. I was in my ‘teens’ before I learned that he had
died within a few weeks after my birth. Up to a certain date in the
early Forties, all is profound darkness to me. Then, as I woke from
sleep one day, a brief period of consciousness suddenly dawned upon my
faculties. There was an indefinable murmur about me, some unintelligible
views floated before my senses, light flashed upon the spirit, and I
entered into being.
At what age I first received these dim, but indelible, impressions, I
cannot guess. It must have been in helpless
[Illustration: THE COTTAGE WHERE HENRY M. STANLEY WAS BORN]
infancy, for I seem to have passed, subsequently, through a long age of
dreams, wherein countless vague experiences, emotions, and acts occurred
which, though indefinable, left shadowy traces on my memory. During such
a mechanical stage of existence it was not possible for me to
distinguish between dreams and realities.
I fancy I see a white ceiling, and square joists, with meat-hooks
attached to them, a round, pink human face, the frill of a cap, a bit of
bright ribbon; but, before I am able to grasp the meaning of what I see,
I have lapsed into unconsciousness again. After an immeasurable time,
the faculties seem to be re-awakened, and I can distinguish tones, and
am aware that I can see, hear, and feel, and that I am in my cradle. It
is close by a wooden staircase, and my eyes follow its length up, and
then down; I catch sight of a house-fly, and then another, and their
buzz and movements become absorbing. Presently a woman advances, bends
over me a moment, then lifts me up in her arms, and from a great height
I survey my world.
There is a settle of dark wood, a bit of carving at the end of it; there
is a black, shiny chimney; a red coal-fire, with one spluttering jet of
flame, and waving soot-flakes; there is a hissing black kettle, and a
thread of vapour from the nozzle; a bright copper bed-warmer suspended
to the wall; a display of coloured plates, mainly blue, with Chinese
pictures on them, arranged over a polished dresser; there is an uneven
flagstone floor; a window with diamond panes set in lead; a burnished
white table, with two deep drawers in it; a curious old clock, with
intensely red flowers above, and chains and weights below it; and,
lastly, I see a door cut into two halves, the upper one being wide open,
through which I gain my first view of sky and space. This last is a
sight worth seeing, and I open my eyes roundly to take stock of this
pearly space and its drifting fleece as seen through the door, and my
attention is divided between the sky and the tick-tack of the clock,
while forced to speculate what the white day and the pearly void mean.
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