The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B. — John Shaqi
The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
If the grown folk had not all shared Sarah’s belief in these gruesome
creatures, I might perhaps have doubted they existed; but I remember to
have seen them huddle closer to the fire, look warily over their
shoulders at the shadows, as though they lay in wait for a casual bit of
darkness to pounce upon them and carry them off to the ghostly limbo.
Had Sarah but known how pain impresses the memory of a child, it is
probable that she would have put me to bed rather than have taken me
with her, as a witness of her folly and ignorant credulity. She believed
herself to be very level-headed, and, indeed, by her acquaintances she
was esteemed as a sensible and clever woman; but, as she infected me
with many silly fears, I am now inclined to believe that both she and
her neighbours were sadly deficient in common-sense.
One effect of these interminable ghost-stories was visible one evening
when I went to fetch some water from the Castle well. It appeared to me
that I saw on this occasion a tall, black spectre, standing astride of
the Castle well. I took it at first to be the shadow of a tree, but
tracing it upward I saw a man’s head which seemed to reach the sky. I
gazed at it a short time, unable to move or cry out; then the phantom
seemed to be advancing upon me, fear put wings to my feet, and I turned
and ran, screaming, and never once halted until I had found a safe
hiding-place under my bed. The dreadful vision of that ghost haunted me
for years, and for a long time I made it a rule not to retire until I
had looked under the bed, lest, when asleep, ghosts and kidnappers might
come and carry me off. The belief that the darkness was infested by evil
agencies and ferocious visitants hostile to little boys I owe to Sarah’s
silly garrulity at Castle Row.
I am under the impression that during the day, for a portion of this
period, I was sent to an infant’s school, where there was a terrible old
lady who is associated in my mind with spectacles and a birch rod; but I
have no particular incident connected with it to make it definite.
Richard Price and his wife Jenny seem to have, at last, become dismayed
at my increasing appetite, and to have demanded a higher rate for my
maintenance. As both my uncles had in the mean time married, and through
the influence of their wives declined to be at further charge for me,
the old couple resolved to send me to the Workhouse. Consequently Dick
Price, the son, took me by the hand one day, Saturday, February 20th,
1847, and, under the pretence that we were going to Aunt Mary at Fynnon
Beuno, induced me to accompany him on a long journey.
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