The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
The desperate character of this day’s battle was now brought home to my
mind in all its awful reality. While in the tumultuous advance, and
occupied with a myriad of exciting incidents, it was only at brief
intervals that I was conscious of wounds being given and received; but
now, in the trail of pursuers and pursued, the ghastly relics appalled
every sense. I felt curious as to who the fallen Greys were, and moved
to one stretched straight out. It was the body of a stout English
Sergeant of a neighbouring company, the members of which hailed
principally from the Washita Valley. At the crossing of the Arkansas
River this plump, ruddy-faced man had been conspicuous for his
complexion, jovial features, and good-humour, and had been nicknamed
‘John Bull.’ He was now lifeless, and lay with his eyes wide open,
regardless of the scorching sun, and the tempestuous cannonade which
sounded through the forest, and the musketry that crackled incessantly
along the front.
Close by him was a young Lieutenant, who, judging by the new gloss on
his uniform, must have been some father’s darling. A clean bullet-hole
through the centre of his forehead had instantly ended his career. A
little further were some twenty bodies, lying in various postures, each
by its own pool of viscous blood, which emitted a peculiar scent, which
was new to me, but which I have since learned is inseparable from a
battle-field. Beyond these, a still larger group lay, body overlying
body, knees crooked, arms erect, or wide-stretched and rigid, according
as the last spasm overtook them. The company opposed to them must have
shot straight.
Other details of that ghastly trail formed a mass of horrors that will
always be remembered at the mention of Shiloh. I can never forget the
impression those wide-open dead eyes made on me. Each seemed to be
starting out of its socket, with a look similar to the fixed wondering
gaze of an infant, as though the dying had viewed something appalling at
the last moment. ‘Can it be,’ I asked myself, ‘that at the last glance
they saw their own retreating souls, and wondered why their caskets were
left behind, like offal?’ My surprise was that the form we made so much
of, and that nothing was too good for, should now be mutilated, hacked,
and outraged; and that the life, hitherto guarded as a sacred thing, and
protected by the Constitution, Law, Ministers of Justice, Police,
should, of a sudden,--at least, before I can realise it,--be given up to
death!
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