The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
An object once seen, if it has affected my imagination, remains
indelibly fixed in my memory; and, among many other scenes with which it
is now crowded, I cannot forget that half-mile square of woodland,
lighted brightly by the sun, and littered by the forms of about a
thousand dead and wounded men, and by horses, and military equipments.
It formed a picture that may always be reproduced with an almost
absolute fidelity. For it was the first Field of Glory I had seen in my
May of life, and the first time that Glory sickened me with its
repulsive aspect, and made me suspect it was all a glittering lie. In my
imagination, I saw more than it was my fate to see with my eyes, for,
under a flag of truce, I saw the bearers pick up the dead from the
field, and lay them in long rows beside a wide trench; I saw them laid,
one by one, close together at the bottom,--thankless victims of a
perished cause, and all their individual hopes, pride, honour, names,
buried under oblivious earth.
My thoughts reverted to the time when these festering bodies were
idolized objects of their mothers’ passionate love, their fathers
standing by, half-fearing to touch the fragile little things, and the
wings of civil law out-spread to protect parents and children in their
family loves, their coming and going followed with pride and praise, and
the blessing of the Almighty over-shadowing all. Then, as they were
nearing manhood, through some strange warp of Society, men in authority
summoned them from school and shop, field and farm, to meet in the woods
on a Sunday morning for mutual butchery with the deadliest instruments
yet invented, Civil Law, Religion, and Morality complaisantly standing
aside, while 90,000 young men, who had been preached and moralized to,
for years, were let loose to engage in the carnival of slaughter.
Only yesterday, they professed to shudder at the word ‘Murder.’ To-day,
by a strange twist in human nature, they lusted to kill, and were
hounded on in the work of destruction by their pastors, elders, mothers,
and sisters. Oh, for once, I was beginning to know the real truth! Man
was born for slaughter! All the pains taken to soothe his savage heart
were unavailing! Holy words and heavenly hopes had no lasting effect on
his bestial nature, for, when once provoked, how swiftly he flung aside
the sweet hope of Heaven, and the dread of Hell, with which he amused
himself in time of ease!
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