The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
We were led to one of the great wooden barns, where we found a six-foot
wide platform on each side, raised about four feet above the flooring.
These platforms formed continuous bunks for about sixty men, allowing
thirty inches to each man. On the floor, two more rows of men could be
accommodated. Several bales of hay were brought, out of which we helped
ourselves for bedding. Blankets were also distributed, one to each man.
I, fortunately, found a berth on the right-hand platform, not far from
the doorway, and my mate was a young sprig of Mississippi nobility named
W. H. Wilkes (a nephew of Admiral C. Wilkes, U. S. Navy, the navigator,
and captor of Mason and Slidell, Confederate Commissioners).
Mr. Shipman soon after visited us, and, after inspection, suggested that
we should form ourselves into companies, and elect officers for drawing
rations and superintending of quarters. I was elected captain of the
right-hand platform and berths below it. Blank books were served out to
each captain, and I took the names of my company, which numbered over
one hundred. By showing my book at the commissariat, and bringing a
detail with me, rations of soft bread, fresh beef, coffee, tea,
potatoes, and salt, were handed to me by the gross, which I had
afterwards to distribute to the chiefs of messes.
On the next day (April 16th), after the morning duties had been
performed, the rations divided, the cooks had departed contented, and
the quarters swept, I proceeded to my nest and reclined alongside of my
friend Wilkes, in a posture that gave me a command of one-half of the
building. I made some remarks to him upon the card-playing groups
opposite, when, suddenly, I felt a gentle stroke on the back of my neck,
and, in an instant, I was unconscious. The next moment I had a vivid
view of the village of Tremeirchion, and the grassy slopes of the hills
of Hiraddog, and I seemed to be hovering over the rook woods of
Brynbella. I glided to the bedchamber of my Aunt Mary. My aunt was in
bed, and seemed sick unto death. I took a position by the side of the
bed, and saw myself, with head bent down, listening to her parting
words, which sounded regretful, as though conscience smote her for not
having been so kind as she might have been, or had wished to be. I heard
the boy say, ‘I believe you, aunt. It is neither your fault, nor mine.
You were good and kind to me, and I knew you wished to be kinder; but
things were so ordered that you had to be what you were. I also dearly
wished to love you, but I was afraid to speak of it, lest you would
check me, or say something that would offend me. I feel our parting was
in this spirit. There is no need of regrets. You have done your duty to
me, and you had children of your own, who required all your care. What
has happened to me since, was decreed should happen. Farewell.’
I put forth my hand and felt the clasp of the long, thin hands of the
sore-sick woman, I heard a murmur of farewell, and immediately I woke.
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