The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B. — John Shaqi
The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
Our school was a little world in miniature. Most of those now prominent
in my recollection had been foreshadowed by traits which distinguished
my school-mates. The small creatures were faithful prototypes of scores
of adults I have since met in various parts of the world. If they have
not met with their deserts, good, bad, or indifferent, it must be
because of their lack, or misuse, of opportunities, or accident. There
were some among them good enough for heaven, there were others who
seemed wholly vile. Even at that early age I held a belief that some of
them would become heroes and saints, and would be world-famous, while
there were two or three whom I regarded as too despicable for human
intercourse. Time, however, has proved me to have been wrong. My saint
occupies an average place among common men, my hero is lost in the deep
silence, my criminals are probably as good yeomen as could be wished, my
ideals of imbecility are modest citizens, but from among the unobserved
flock have emerged two or three to note and worth.
Meantime, remote and secluded from the world without our gates, which
rode in fine chariots, or sat in glory on the roof of the ‘Jellamanjosy’
coach, or strode free along the Queen’s highway, we vegetated within the
high walls surrounding our home of lowliness. We could take no part in
public rejoicings, or grieve in its sorrows; we knew no Royal or State
occasions, shared in no jubilant celebrations, and were equally ignorant
of public panics and disturbances, as of the pomp and woes of war. In
the Crimea there might be a million of men gathered together to play at
the dangerous game of cannon-balls, and to batter one another into
shapeless fragments; London might roar day and night with its thunderous
traffic; Birmingham might be suffocating under the fumes of its
furnaces; and Manchester might vibrate under the force of its
accumulated mechanisms,--to us it mattered as little as though we were
in another planet.
Year after year we noted the passing of the seasons by the budding
blossoms, the flight of bees, the corn which changed from green to gold,
the fall and whirl of leaves, followed soon after by white snow, and
blasts of nipping winds, which stiffened our muscles, and sent us
shivering to the fire.
The little shops near and in St. Asaph had somehow the air of
large-hearted benevolence, which I never knew to be realised. How often
I tried to peep in, that I might understand the ways of these singular
people, having by right divine the privilege of dispensing to all men
unlimited stores of food and clothing! How I envied the grocer’s boy,
who could dig his hands at his pleasure into inexhaustible barrels of
currants and boxes of raisins, and the plenteous loaves of white
fragrant sugar, or the smart youth with the blue necktie, who might wear
any gorgeous robe he chose, for I believed it was only his modesty which
prevented him from appearing in crimson, or yellow, silk and satin!
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