The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
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The autobiography of Sir Henry Morton Stanley, G.C.B.
Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton)
Africa, Central -- Biography; Explorers -- Africa -- Biography; Stanley, Henry M. (Henry Morton), 1841-1904
Our limbs ached with fatigue, our spirits were dejected. In about an
hour, probably, it would be dark; but in such a mood, what a time to
wait! Many illusions disappeared. Nothing of what I had seen through the
Workhouse windows was real. I had been all the time dreaming, having
taken too seriously facts which had been sugared with pleasantness for
our childish minds. The world was ugly, cruel, and hard, and all
grown-up people were liars. From my nurse and old women, my head had
been crammed with ghost stones, and I had become a believer in signs,
omens, auguries, and fetishism, transmitted to me by foolish peasants
from our tattooed ancestors, until the clear glass of my mind had been
blurred; and, as the darkness settled over me, memories of its spectral
inhabitants came trooping to the surface. I fancied I saw images of
those beings who haunt the dark when unguarded by lock and bolt. Through
the top and arch of the kiln, we were open to their assaults. I became
nervously watchful, and, the more I strained my eyes, the more I fancied
I could see flaming imps acting a ceaseless pantomime of malice. Once or
twice I thought I felt the whiff of ghostly wings, and my terror caused
a feeling of suffocation. The only safe thing to do was to talk, tell
stories to each other, that the accursed spirits might know we were
awake and fearless. I continued awake by this method until the sky began
to pale before the advancing dawn, when I softly dropped into sleep, and
so passed the most uneasy night I remember.
With the sunrise, we rose, stiff and hungry, to resume our flight. By
preference, we clung to the lanes, as being the safest for fugitives who
wore the parish uniform; but, near Corwen, our aching vitals compelled
us to brave the publicity of the pike road. We halted, at last, before a
stone cottage, at the door of which a stout and motherly old woman
stooped over a wash-tub resting on a three-legged stool. Her frilled cap
looked very white and clean. A flaxen-haired baby sat astride of the
door-sill, beating a tom-tom with a piece of china-ware. Our
desperately famished state overcame our shyness, and we asked for a
piece of bread. The woman braced herself up, and, giving us a
compassionate look, said, ‘You seem poorly, children. Surely you don’t
belong to these parts?’
‘No, ma’am, we belong to St. Asaph.’
‘Oh, yes. You are from the Workhouse.’
‘Yes, ma’am.’
She invited us cordially to enter, and, opening a cupboard that was
under the stairs, drew out a loaf. She cut off thick slices, smeared
them with butter and treacle, and, filling two large mugs with
buttermilk, set them before us, and bade us ‘eat and welcome.’
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