Yes, that was my last walk with the _schoolmistress_. It happened to be
the end of a term; and before the next began, a very nice young woman,
who had been her assistant, was announced as her successor, and she was
provided for elsewhere. So it was no longer the schoolmistress that I
walked with, but—Let us not be in unseemly haste. I shall call her the
schoolmistress still; some of you love her under that name.
When it became known among the boarders that two of their number had
joined hands to walk down the long path of life side by side, there was,
as you may suppose, no small sensation. I confess I pitied our landlady.
It took her all of a suddin,—she said. Had not known that we was keepin
company, and never mistrusted anything particular. Ma’am was right to
better herself. Didn’t look very rugged to take care of a femily, but
could get hired haälp, she calc’lated.—The great maternal instinct came
crowding up in her soul just then, and her eyes wandered until they
settled on her daughter.
—No, poor, dear woman,—that could not have been. But I am dropping one
of my internal tears for you, with this pleasant smile on my face all the
time.
The great mystery of God’s providence is the permitted crushing out of
flowering instincts. Life is maintained by the respiration of oxygen and
of sentiments. In the long catalogue of scientific cruelties there is
hardly anything quite so painful to think of as that experiment of
putting an animal under the bell of an air-pump and exhausting the air
from it. [I never saw the accursed trick performed. _Laus Deo_!] There
comes a time when the souls of human beings, women, perhaps, more even
than men, begin to faint for the atmosphere of the affections they were
made to breathe. Then it is that Society places its transparent
bell-glass over the young woman who is to be the subject of one of its
fatal experiments. The element by which only the heart lives is sucked
out of her crystalline prison. Watch her through its transparent
walls;—her bosom is heaving; but it is in a vacuum. Death is no riddle,
compared to this. I remember a poor girl’s story in the “Book of
Martyrs.” The “dry-pan and the gradual fire” were the images that
frightened her most. How many have withered and wasted under as slow a
torment in the walls of that larger Inquisition which we call
Civilization!
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