When the arrival of Mme. Derize became known at Uriage, the entire
Molay-Norrois set unanimously condemned Elizabeth. It was an absurdly
sentimental concession. It would have been better to have continued to
maintain her dignity. Saint Martin was little frequented. Nobody
bothered to meet an old woman of commonplace family. M. Passerat, who
had formerly had occasion to converse with her, took her part, but as
usual, showed himself to be a coward.
"She is an educated woman, I assure you."
"Yes, a former post-mistress," said Mme. de Vimelle curtly.
Philippe Lagier, who had left for Florence the day following his
distressing defeat, was no longer there to make them respect his old
friend. However, Mme. Molay-Norrois visited her daughter more
frequently, and even made advances to Albert's mother. Elizabeth,
absorbed in her one idea, showed herself to be unjust in not noticing
these praiseworthy efforts. Another drama was being played about her
which she never suspected.
The absent member of the family was never mentioned at Saint-Martin, but
the thought of him abided there. It occupied the two women unceasingly,
one of whom, the young wife, kept silent from pride, and the other from
a motive of delicacy, feeling awkward even in presence of the
children--in order not to violate instructions that she understood, but
regretted. Mme. Derize did not compare the faults of her daughter-in-law
with those of her son. She simply wanted to incline Elizabeth to
indulgence. Orderly in her own inner life and very skeptical about the
duration of illegitimate passions, she did not give up hope of Albert's
return.
For a fortnight this strained condition continued. In the evenings after
Marie Louise and Philippe had gone to bed, it became particularly
unbearable. The two women worked under the same lamp; one, wearing
spectacles and bent over a thick woolen stocking intended to warm some
poor neighbor's baby in the wintertime; the other, very erect; guiding
herself from a pattern of some tapestry on which she worked idly and
without pleasure. They exchanged a few commonplaces, then the
conversation stopped. The stillness of the country at night was all
about them, penetrating and quieting them.
"Why does she not speak to me?" thought Elizabeth, reopening her wound.
"Albert considered her so intelligent, so superior to poor silly little
me. She does not bother with me. I am not worth the trouble. Then why
did she come?"
She did not know that the older woman was reproaching herself in the
same way.
"She is suffering," the latter said to herself. "She would suffer less,
if she told me her secret which I guess, yet fear I may be mistaken. I
ought to get closer to her, draw her to me and comfort her, and yet, I
dare not--I feel a weight in my heart, which is choking and oppressing
me. My lips are about to open, they do open, and I remain silent. Why, O
my God, have I so little courage?"
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