She got up slowly to look in the dictionary, then in an atlas for this
mysterious Iran. She found it on the Spanish side of the Pyrenees, in
the heart of the Basque country. He had planned this journey a long time
ago. It was a necessary voyage for material for one of his volumes on
"The Peasant." There, he said, in the shelter of the mountains, the
traditions of the family were preserved in their primitive purity. Some
time ago he had suggested taking her there, but with little insistence,
when he learned that comforts had to be dispensed with. She found in a
Baedeker of Spain with which he had provided himself in advance, praise
of the countries which bathe the Bidassoa, and an account of the customs
peculiar to the province of Guipuzcoa. These strange syllables which had
formerly amused her, now made her thoughtful. She, who had never, so to
speak, exercised her imagination, saw clearly, on an evening richer in
warmth and color than those of Dauphiné, a peasant cart at Iran,
driving along a road separated from a river by leafless bushes, and on
the back seat of the cart, close to each other, sat Anne de Sézery and
Albert, who was covering his companion's shoulders with an old horse
blanket. "Thus clad, she had never appeared more charming to me"--a
little sentence from his diary which was indelibly engraved on her
heart. That woman would never take account of any inconveniences on a
journey, or glance anxiously, with her much praised golden eyes at the
changing scene.
Elizabeth fell asleep thinking of these sad pictures. The next day, she
was vexed with the old lady, whom she blamed for her nightmares. When
the postman came, she was surprised to find herself watching the mail,
to see if there were a letter from Albert to his mother. One day a
letter came, bearing the postmark of Paris. She was a little relieved by
it, as if the intimacy which was torturing her would be lessened by the
return.
The embarrassment which had crept in between her mother-in-law and
herself increased like a thick fog in which neither could distinguish
her real feelings. What comfort could she expect from this presence?
Anything which reminded her of Albert irritated her, weakened her, and
everything did recall him. Did Mme. Derize take into account the
uselessness of her intervention? She manifested a desire to return to
Grenoble. October gave every indication of being cold. The morning of
her departure, succeeding in overcoming her fear, she at last said to
Elizabeth that which she had been preparing since the day after her
arrival:
"My child, have confidence and be patient. Your time will come. It
cannot fail to come. Only you must not find morbid pleasure in your
sorrow."
But the young wife showed an expressionless face.
"I do not understand you, Mother. I have no sorrow. I never give a
thought to it."
Mme. Derize tried to smile.
"You came," she said, "to see me, to hear news of him."
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