With the first autumn rains, the bathers left Uriage. M. Molay-Norrois
had not waited until the end of September to pack up and go away.
"Don't you feel the dampness, my dear?" he said twenty times a day to
his wife, even when the weather was dry, though not quite so warm. "It
drifts into this narrow valley. Let us get back to town where we can
make ourselves comfortable."
After a little opposition, Mme. de Molay-Norrois gave in. No doubt she
wanted to be near her daughter and grandchildren, but thought more of
her invalid's happiness. Soon Elizabeth recovered the solitude in which
she had been so happy the previous year. Somewhat rheumatic, and wishing
not to become a burden on her daughter-in-law in this resourceless
village, her mother-in-law had gone back to Grenoble at the beginning of
October.
"Come back to me soon," she said at parting. "Solitude at your age is
not a good counselor."
But the youngsters were in splendid health, and Elizabeth let herself
sink into that supine state, which comes with the last rays of the
autumn sun and the treacherous charm of Nature. The view of a deeper
forest, a more impassioned feeling which she was beginning to
understand, filled her this season with a bitterness which soothed her.
She was conscious of her weakness, afraid of it, and forced herself to
struggle against it. In order not to take up the routine of the city so
soon, she invited Blanche Vernier to spend a week or two at Saint Martin
with her children. These, four in number, put themselves under the yoke
of Marie Louise and Philippe who surpassed them in brains and
cleverness. Elizabeth was entertained for several days by the simple joy
expressed by her friend, in following the work in the fields, which was
entirely new to her, in running down the wild paths, in which,
accustomed to city life, she found an almost exaggerated charm. Then she
grew weary of her exclamations, even of her pretty sayings which were
somewhat vulgar. She wearied of it, because, abandoned and neglected,
she was more sensitive and susceptible than usual, at this season which
deepens one's suffering. Then she allowed Blanche to take the crowd of
children out, and remained alone to express her sadness in the music she
interpretated, to begin but not finish books, whose contagious
melancholy she knew, and still more uselessly, to think, aimlessly,
hopelessly and without any object, for no purpose but the pleasure of
giving herself as much pain as possible. And, rousing herself from that
state of languor, she determined that she could no longer remain in the
country.
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