He laughed, he stared insolently at her, a little disturbed by the type
of beauty he saw, which impressed him in spite of himself. Speechless,
she was obliged to stop, and her mouth twisted itself without making a
sound. At last she recovered herself and cried:
"Go away!"
Her frightened face, her terrified eyes more than her words, put the
blackguard to flight. She dragged herself to her staircase, her limbs
giving way under her. This last insult completed her humiliation. She
fell into the deepest despair. She, in turn, envied the dead.
"It is over," she said to herself, "all over forever."
Reaching her room like an animal forced to its lair, crushed by so many
nights of watching and fatigue, by the uselessness of so many efforts,
rebelling against God's forgetfulness, she slid to the floor at the foot
of her bed, and there, collapsing, huddled up, through her sobs, she
mechanically repeated the words which alone kept her from wishing for
death, which, in spite of herself, linked her with life.
"Marie Louise, Philippe--my little ones ..."
PART IV
I
THE PALMS
At the end of March, in the mountainous districts, winter still holds
sway. However, on Palm Sunday under a faint sun which gave to the pale
sky the shade of a pearl in the light, Grenoble seemed to come to life
again on its snowy horizon. Before the gate of the Cathedral, flower
vendors, who had come from afar, even from beyond the Alps, as the
harbingers of spring, showed and offered to the faithful who came to
Mass, their bunches of green branches,--a little dead forest, scattered
among the passersby, to be brought together again in the interior of the
church, standing up bravely in the hands of all the worshipers. In
anticipation they cried:
"Two sous for the blessed box-wood!"
Was it not a blessing in itself only to see that fresh verdure before
the trees had even shown their buds?
Elizabeth, who was taking Marie Louise and Philippe to church (the
latter having promised to be good during the service)--stopped before
one of the improvised stands to select three palms. Absentmindedly, she
gave more sous than the ragged little brunette had asked for.
"Here, Madame,--you have given me too much."
"Keep the change. Where do you come from?"
"From Bardonèche in Italy."
"What is your name?"
"Luisa."
"And where are your parents?"
"They are very far from here."
Marie Louise, who was clasping in her left hand a piece of money for the
collection, held it out to the stranger, who took it without noticing
her, as she stared open-mouthed at the young woman.
"And me? You didn't say thank you to me," said the child, vexed that her
generosity should go unnoticed.
Luisa burst out laughing. Despite her innocent eyes she was very
knowing, and in her enthusiasm, speaking again in her native tongue, she
pointed to the object of her admiration:
"_E bella come la Madona_!" (She is as lovely as the Madonna!)
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