At the end of August, exhausted by an uneasiness of mind which was
unbearable to a man of decided character, he resolved to go to
Dauphiné, to arrange amicably the question of the care of the children.
Certain suggestions, at first put aside, later exert their influence,
make their impression little by little. Elizabeth had spoken to him of
settling in the Boulevard des Adieux in the vacant apartment of Mme.
Derize, and of going from there to Saint Martin d'Uriage some day.
Leaving Paris, where the leaves in the avenues and gardens were already
turning yellow, he buried himself, as it were, at Grenoble, in the
Boulevard des Adieux. Immediately he experienced that sort of
distressing peace, which the tracked beast finds in his lair. The
thought of his mother was strengthening. He succeeded in concentrating
on the history notes which he had brought with him. The atmosphere being
heavy and suffocating, he took some walks in the evening. The first was
as far as the cemetery of Saint-Roch, which is nearby. Then he went to
Saint-Ismier and hardly recognized the old restored castle, the park of
new design, the rows of trees of which a great number had been cut down
to set off the view: Anne de Sézery's vow was realized;--even things
had changed and lost their power of enchantment without her. There, she
had first loved him. Yet that past which he awakened recalled nothing of
her, but stirred up, on the contrary, other memories, as the step of a
sportsman in the forest calls out game which he does not expect, and
impels him to fire another shot. It was the time he met Mlle.
Molay-Norrois in the streets and did not dare to bow to her. The
pilgrimages turned against their own purpose. The Tower of London and
Hyde Park, the allée of Mortemart and Chantilly, the quays of Paris,
the Avenue de l'Observatoire which leads to the Luxembourg Garden as a
river to the sea, the woods of Ville d'Avray, other corners of the great
city and its suburbs, all these comprised the domain reserved for Anne.
Dauphiné, although it had been her home, did not belong to her.
Accustomed to understand the relation of landscape to human life, to
give a soul to surroundings, he unconsciously felt the influence of his
native country. It was, at every step, the return to years of struggle,
to happy years, and it was the picture of a bright child of sixteen,
Elizabeth, his youth. In his loneliness, he was walking towards the
slope, whither his thoughts preceded him. He wished to stop, to leave
again for Paris, and could not decide to do so. But why did she not
write?
Unable to bear it any longer, he went up to Saint Martin d'Uriage one
Sunday morning, opened the gate, crossed the orchard, rang at the door,
although it was half open. He hesitated to enter his home without being
announced. The old servant, hobbling along, came to receive him:
"Goodness me! M. Albert!"
"Good day, Fanchette."
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