The Awakening of Helena RichieDeland, Margaret Wade Campbell
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The Awakening of Helena Richie
Deland, Margaret Wade Campbell
Women -- Fiction
"Oh, I suppose so; that is the way saints always talk to sinners."
"I am far enough from being a saint," William King said with an awkward
effort to laugh; "but--"
"But I am a sinner?" she interrupted.
"Oh, Mrs. Richie, don't let us talk this way! I have nothing but pity,
and--and friendship. The last thing I mean to do, is to set myself as a
judge of your actions; God knows I have no right to judge anybody! But
this matter of David, that's what I wanted to speak to you about. My
responsibility," he stopped, and drew in his breath. "Don't you see, my
responsibility--"
Helena did not speak; she was marshalling all her forces to fight for
her child. How should she begin? But he did not wait for her to begin.
"I would rather lose my right hand than pain you. I've gone all over
it, a hundred times. I've tried to see some way out. But I can't. The
only way is for you to give him up. It isn't right for you to have him!
Mrs. Richie, I say this, and it is hard and cruel, and yet I never felt
more"--William King stopped short--"friendly," he ended brokenly.
He was walking at a pace she found hard to follow. "I can't go quite so
fast," she said faintly, and instantly he came to a dead stop.
"Dr. King, I want to explain to you--"
She lifted her face, all white and quivering in the moonlight, but
instead of explanations, she broke out: "Oh, if you take him away from
me, I shall die! I don't care very much about living anyhow. But I
can't live without David. Please, Dr. King; oh, please; I will be good!
I will be good," she repeated like a child, and stood there crying, and
clinging to his arm. All her reasons and excuses and pleadings had
dropped out of her mind. "Don't take him away from me; I will be good!"
she said.
William King, with those trembling hands on his arm, looked down at her
and trembled too. Then roughly, he pushed her hands away. "Come on. We
mustn't stand here. Don't you suppose I feel this as much as you do? I
love children, and I know what it means to you to let David go. But
more than that, I--have a regard for you, and it pains me inexpressibly
to do anything that pains you. You can't understand how terrible this
is to me, and I can't tell you. I mustn't tell you. But never mind,
it's true. It isn't right, no, it isn't right! that a woman who--you
know what I mean. And even if, after all, you should marry him, what
sort of a man is he to have charge of a little boy like David? He has
deceived us, and lied to us; he is a loose liver, a--"
"Wait," she panted; "I am not going to marry him. I thought you
understood that."
He drew away from her with a horrified gesture. "And you would keep an
innocent child--"
"No! No! I've broken with him--on account of David!"
"Broken with him!" said William King; he caught her by the wrist, and
stared at her. Then with a breathless word that she could not hear, he
dropped her hand and turned his face away.
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