The Awakening of Helena RichieDeland, Margaret Wade Campbell
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The Awakening of Helena Richie
Deland, Margaret Wade Campbell
Women -- Fiction
Again, in their preoccupation, they stood still; this time in a great
bank of shadow by the wall of the graveyard half-way up the hill.
"So you won't take him from me?" she said; "I will leave Old Chester.
You need never see me again."
"Good God!" said William King, "do you think that is what I want?"
She tried to see his face, but he had turned his back on her so that
she stood behind him. Her hands were clasping and unclasping and her
voice fluttering in her throat. "You won't take him?"
"Mrs. Richie," he said harshly, "do you love that man still?"
But before she could answer, he put the question aside. "No! Don't tell
me. I've no right to ask. I--don't want to know. I've no right to know.
It's--it's nothing to me, of course." He moved as he spoke out into the
moonlight, and began to climb the pebbly road; she was a step or two
behind him. When he spoke again his voice was indifferent to the point
of contempt. "This side is smoother; come over here. I am glad you are
not going to marry Mr. Pryor. He is not fit for you to marry."
"Not fit for--_me!_" she breathed.
"And I am glad you have broken with him. But that has no bearing upon
your keeping David. A child is the most precious thing in the world; he
must be trained, and--and all that. Whether you marry this man or not
makes no difference about David. If you have lived--as you have
lived--you ought not to have him. But I started the whole thing. I made
Dr. Lavendar give him to you. He didn't want to, somehow; I don't know
why. So don't you see? I _can't_ leave him in your care. Surely you see
that? I am responsible. Responsible not only to David, but to Dr.
Lavendar."
"If Dr. Lavendar is willing to let me have him, I don't see why you
need to feel so about it. What harm could I do him? Oh, how cruel you
are--how cruel you are!"
"Would Dr. Lavendar let you have him, if--he knew?"
"But that's over; that's finished," she insisted. "Oh, I tell you, it's
over!"
The doctor's silence was like a whip.
"Oh, I know; you think that he was here last week. But there has to be
a beginning of everything--that was the beginning. I told him I would
not give David up to marry him; and we quarrelled. And--it's over."
"I can't go into that," the doctor said. "That's not my business. David
is my business. Mrs. Richie, I want you quietly, without any
explanation, to give the boy back to Dr. Lavendar. If you don't, I
shall have no choice. I shall have to tell him."
"But you said you wouldn't tell him! Oh, you break your word--"
"I won't tell him your affairs," said William King. "I will never do
that. But I'll tell him my own--some of them. I'll say I made a mistake
when I advised him to let you have David, and that I don't think you
ought to be trusted to bring up a little boy. But I won't say why."
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