"No matter what Dr. King says. If you are sure that it is best for him to be with you, I, at least, shall not interfere." Her relief was so great that the tears ran down her face. "It is best!" "Best to be with you," Dr. Lavendar repeated thoughtfully; "Why, Mrs. Richie?" "Why? Why because I want him so much, I have nothing in the whole world, Dr. Lavendar, but David. Nothing." "Other folks might want him." "But nobody can do as much for him as I can! I have a good deal of money." "You mean you can feed him, and clothe him, and educate him? Well; I could do that myself. What else can you do?" "What else?" "Yes. One person can give him material care about as well as another. What else can you do?" "Why--" she began, helplessly; "I don't think I know just what you mean?" "My friend," said Dr. Lavendar, "are you a good woman?" The shock of the question left her speechless. She tried to meet his eye; quailed, half rose: "I don't know what you mean! What right have you to ask me such a question--" Dr. Lavendar waited. "Perhaps I don't think about things, quite as you do. I am not religious; I told you that. I don't do things because of religion; I believe in--in reason, not in religion. I try to be good in--my way. I don't know that I've been what you would call 'good.'" "What do I call 'good'?" At which she burst out that people in Old Chester thought that people who did not live according to convention were not good. For her part, convention was the last thing she thought of. Indeed, she believed there was more wickedness in convention than out of it! "If I have done anything you would call wrong, it was because I couldn't help it; I never wanted to do wrong. I just wanted to be happy. I've tried to be charitable. And I've tried to be good--in my way; but not because I wanted to go to heaven, and all that. I--I don't believe in heaven," she ended with terrified flippancy. "Perhaps not," said Dr. Lavendar sadly; "but, oh, my child, how you do believe in hell!" She stared at him for one broken moment; then flung her arms out on the table beside her, and dropped her head upon them. Dr. Lavendar did not speak, There was a long silence, suddenly she turned upon him, her face quivering; "Yes! I do believe in hell. Because that is what life is! I've never had any happiness at all. Oh, it seemed so little a thing to ask--just to be happy Yes, I believe in hell." Dr. Lavendar waited. "If I've done what people say isn't right, it was only because I wanted to be happy; not because I wanted to do wrong. It was because of Love. You can't understand what that means! But Christ said that because a woman loved much, much was to be forgiven! Do you remember that?" she demanded hotly. "Yes," said Dr. Lavendar; "but do you remember Who it was that she loved much? She loved Goodness, Mrs. Richie. Have you loved Goodness?"