Bildungsromans; Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Vanderbank appeared for a moment obligingly enough to turn this over,
but with the effect of noting an objection. “Oh I’m afraid I shall have
to grind straight through the month and that by the time I’m free every
Ring at Baireuth will certainly have been rung. Is it your idea to take
Nanda?” he asked.
She reached out for another cushion. “If it’s impossible for you to
manage what I suggest why should that question interest you?”
“My dear woman”--and her visitor dropped into a chair--“do you suppose
my interest depends on such poverties as what I can ‘manage’? You know
well enough,” he went on in another tone, “why I care for Nanda and
enquire about her.”
She was perfectly ready. “I know it, but only as a bad reason. Don’t be
too sure!”
For a moment they looked at each other. “Don’t be so sure, you mean,
that the elation of it may go to my head? Are you really warning me
against vanity?”
“Your ‘reallys,’ my dear Van, are a little formidable, but it strikes
me that before I tell you there’s something I’ve a right to ask. Are you
‘really’ what they call thinking of my daughter?”
“Your asking,” Vanderbank returned, “exactly shows the state of your
knowledge of the matter. I don’t quite see moreover why you speak as if
I were paying an abrupt and unnatural attention. What have I done the
last three months but talk to you about her? What have you done but talk
to ME about her? From the moment you first spoke to me--‘monstrously,’
I remember you called it--of the difference made in your social life by
her finally established, her perpetual, her inexorable participation:
from that moment what have we both done but put our heads together over
the question of keeping the place tidy, as you called it--or as _I_
called it, was it?--for the young female mind?”
Mrs. Brook faced serenely enough the directness of this challenge.
“Well, what are you coming to? I spoke of the change in my life of
course; I happen to be so constituted that my life has something to do
with my mind and my mind something to do with my talk. Good talk: you
know--no one, dear Van, should know better--what part for me that plays.
Therefore when one has deliberately to make one’s talk bad--!”
“‘Bad’?” Vanderbank, in his amusement, fell back in his chair. “Dear
Mrs. Brook, you’re too delightful!”
“You know what I mean--stupid, flat, fourth-rate. When one has to haul
in sail to that degree--and for a perfectly outside reason--there’s
nothing strange in one’s taking a friend sometimes into the confidence
of one’s irritation.”
“Ah,” Vanderbank protested, “you do yourself injustice. Irritation
hasn’t been for you the only consequence of the affair.”
Mrs. Brook gloomily thought. “No, no--I’ve had my calmness: the calmness
of deep despair. I’ve seemed to see everything go.”
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