Bildungsromans; Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Oh how can you say that,” her visitor demanded, “when just what we’ve
most been agreed upon so often is the practical impossibility of
making any change? Hasn’t it seemed as if we really can’t overcome
conversational habits so thoroughly formed?”
Again Mrs. Brook reflected. “As if our way of looking at things were too
serious to be trifled with? I don’t know--I think it’s only you who have
denied our sacrifices, our compromises and concessions. I myself have
constantly felt smothered in them. But there it is,” she impatiently
went on. “What I don’t admit is that you’ve given me ground to take for
a proof of your ‘intentions’--to use the odious term--your association
with me on behalf of the preposterous fiction, as it after all is, of
Nanda’s blankness of mind.”
Vanderbank’s head, in his chair, was thrown back; his eyes ranged over
the top of the room. “There never has been any mystery about my thinking
her--all in her own way--the nicest girl in London. She IS.”
His companion was silent a little. “She is, by all means. Well,” she
then added, “so far as I may have been alive to the fact of any one’s
thinking her so, it’s not out of place I should mention to you the
difference made in my appreciation of it by our delightful little stay
at Mertle. My views for Nanda,” said Mrs. Brook, “have somehow gone up.”
Vanderbank was prompt to show how he could understand it. “So that you
wouldn’t consider even Mitchy now?”
But his friend took no notice of the question. “The way Mr. Longdon
distinguishes her is quite the sort of thing that gives a girl, as
Harold says, a ‘leg up.’ It’s awfully curious and has made me think:
he isn’t anything whatever, as London estimates go, in himself--so that
what is it, pray, that makes him, when ‘added on’ to her, so double
Nanda’s value? I somehow or other see, through his being known to back
her and through the pretty story of his loyalty to mamma and all the
rest of it (oh if one chose to WORK that!) ever so much more of a chance
for her.”
Vanderbank’s eyes were on the ceiling. “It IS curious, isn’t it?--though
I think he’s rather more ‘in himself,’ even for the London estimate,
than you quite understand.” He appeared to give her time to take this
up, but as she said nothing he pursued: “I dare say that if even I now
WERE to enter myself it would strike you as too late.”
Her attention to this was but indirect. “It’s awfully vulgar to be
talking about it, but I can’t help feeling that something possibly
rather big will come of Mr. Longdon.”
“Ah we’ve touched on that before,” said Vanderbank, “and you know you
did think something might come even for me.”
She continued however, as if she scarce heard him, to work out her own
vision. “It’s very true that up to now--”
“Well, up to now?” he asked as she faltered.
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