Bildungsromans; Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Mr. Longdon’s smile was beautiful--it supplied so many meanings that
when presently he spoke he seemed already to have told half his story.
“Well, my life took a form. It had to, or I don’t know what would have
become of me, and several things that all happened at once helped me
out. My father died--I came into the little place in Suffolk. My sister,
my only one, who had married and was older than I, lost within a year or
two both her husband and her little boy. I offered her, in the country,
a home, for her trouble was greater than any trouble of mine. She came,
she stayed; it went on and on and we lived there together. We were sorry
for each other and it somehow suited us. But she died two years ago.”
Vanderbank took all this in, only wishing to show--wishing by this time
quite tenderly--that he even read into it deeply enough all the unsaid.
He filled out another of his friend’s gaps. “And here you are.” Then he
invited Mr. Longdon himself to make the stride. “Well, you’ll be a great
success.”
“What do you mean by that?”
“Why, that we shall be so infatuated with you that we shall make your
life a burden to you. You’ll see soon enough what I mean by it.”
“Possibly,” the old man said; “to understand you I shall have to. You
speak of something that as yet--with my race practically run--I know
nothing about. I was no success as a young man. I mean of the sort that
would have made most difference. People wouldn’t look at me--”
“Well, WE shall look at you,” Vanderbank declared. Then he added: “What
people do you mean?” And before his friend could reply: “Lady Julia?”
Mr. Longdon’s assent was mute. “Ah she was not the worst! I mean that
what made it so bad,” he continued, “was that they all really liked
me. Your mother, I think--as to THAT, the dreadful consolatory
‘liking’--even more than the others.”
“My mother?”--Vanderbank was surprised. “You mean there was a
question--?”
“Oh for but half a minute! It didn’t take her long. It was five years
after your father’s death.”
This explanation was very delicately made. “She COULD marry again.”
“And I suppose you know she did,” Vanderbank returned.
“I knew it soon enough!” With this, abruptly, Mr. Longdon pulled himself
forward. “Good-night, good-night.”
“Good-night,” said Vanderbank. “But wasn’t that AFTER Lady Julia?”
On the edge of the sofa, his hands supporting him, Mr. Longdon looked
straight. “There was nothing after Lady Julia.”
“I see.” His companion smiled. “My mother was earlier.”
“She was extremely good to me. I’m not speaking of that time at
Malvern--that came later.”
“Precisely--I understand. You’re speaking of the first years of her
widowhood.”
Mr. Longdon just faltered. “I should call them rather the last. Six
months later came her second marriage.”
Vanderbank’s interest visibly improved. “Ah it was THEN? That was about
my seventh year.” He called things back and pieced them together. “But
she must have been older than you.”
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