Paris (France) -- Fiction; País Vasco (Spain) -- Fiction
That French hurdy-gurdy was playing "Annie Laurie," and, since the
lonely artist's heart ached to hear the old, familiar melody, when the
bearded grinder looked aloft, Cartaret drew a coin from his pocket.
Anxious to pay for his pain, as the human kind always is, he tossed
his last franc to that vendor of emotions in the twilit street.
He was drunk at last with the wine that his own misery distilled. He
abandoned himself to the admission that he was in love: he abandoned
himself to his dream of the Lady of the Rose.
Seraphin, in a wonderful new suit of clothes, found him thus the next
morning--it was a Friday--and found him accordingly resentful of
intrusion. Cartaret was sitting before an empty easel, his hands
clasped in his lap, his eyes looking vacantly through the posts of the
easel.
"Good-day," said Seraphin.
Cartaret said "Good-day" as if it were a form of insult.
Seraphin's hands tugged at his two wisps of whisker.
"You are not well, _hein_?"
"I was never better in my life," snapped Cartaret, turning upon his
friend a face that was peaked and drawn.
The Frenchman came timidly nearer.
"My friend," he said, "I have completed my _magnum opus_. It has not
sold quite so well as I hoped, not of course one thousandth of its
value. That is this Spanish cow of a world. But I have three hundred
francs. If you need----"
"Go away," said Cartaret, looking at his empty easel. "Can't you see
I'm trying to begin work?"
Seraphin himself had suffered. His dignity was not offended: he kept
it for only his creditors and other foes. He guessed that Cartaret was
at last penniless, and he guessed rightly.
"Come, my friend," he began; "none shall know. Will you not be so kind
as to let me----"
Cartaret got up and, for all his weakness, gripped the Frenchman's
hand until Dieudonné nearly screamed.
"I'm a beast, Seraphin!" said Cartaret. "I'm a beast to treat a
friendly offer this way. Forgive me. It's just that I feel a bit rocky
this morning. I drank too much champagne last night. I do thank you,
Seraphin. You're a good fellow, the best of the lot, and a sight
better than I am. But I'm not hard up; really I'm not. I'm poor, but
I'm not a sou poorer than I was this time last year."
It was a magnificent lie. Seraphin could only shrug, pretend to
believe it, and go away.
Cartaret scarcely heeded the departure. He had relapsed into his
day-dream. He took from against the wall the two portraits that he had
painted of the Lady of the Rose and hung them, now here, now there,
trying them in various lights. There were at least ten more sketches
of her by this time, and these, too, he hung in first one light and
then another. He studied them and tried to be critical, and forgot to
be.
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