"I was waiting for some good news to tell you. I felt you would consider me
a failure--a rank failure. I couldn't have stood that. Women don't know how
proud men are about that."
"Maybe we don't--and maybe we do, Gil." She went closer to him. "Why don't
you marry?" she dared to inquire.
He was startled. "Marry?" he repeated.
"Yes; you need someone to take care of you--someone to look after your
daily needs--every man does."
"I guess there's no doubt about that. But it ought to be a guardian in my
case; or maybe a keeper." She could see that he was stalling for time, and
trying to laugh off a topic that was serious indeed to him.
"We're such old friends, Gil," she said, looking at his handsome face. "I
don't like to go--to think of you always, like this--alone."
"I still have uncle," he reminded her.
"Oh, don't joke, Gil! You need a woman--a wife--someone to mother you."
"All those?"
Why couldn't he be serious for a moment? She asked him that.
"I don't dare to, Lucia." His voice was low.
She was a bit puzzled. "Why?"
"Because the minute you begin to take life seriously, it takes _you_ that
way, and then--"
"But don't you see what it would mean to you, dear Gil? To have someone
always here; to kiss you when you go; to greet you when you come back; to
laugh with you when you are glad; and comfort you when things go wrong. To
give you the sympathy, the understanding that a man finds only in a woman's
heart. Don't you see, Gil?"
"Yes, of course I see," he said, his head bowed a little.
"Then why don't you, Gil? She'd make you very happy--a woman like that. I
want you to understand."
"Don't you suppose I do? Don't you suppose I've always understood, ever
since--"
"Ever since when, Gil? Then you have known such a woman?"
He moved his head.
"You have!... And you cared for her?"
He nodded again.
"You loved her?" she hurried on.
His voice was hoarse. "Yes." The monosyllable got out somehow.
"You still love her. I know it, I can see it. Who is she, Gil? I want to
know."
"Don't you know?" he asked, and looked her straight in the eyes.
Before she could answer, there were footsteps outside, and Pell could be
heard whistling. He rushed in now, the bag still clutched in his hand. At
once he sensed something strange in their attitude, and he eyed both of
them shrewdly, covertly, briefly. Not a word was uttered. He threw the bag
on the table, as though he had noticed nothing, and in the most
matter-of-fact tone said,
"Say, how about dinner?"
"It isn't ready yet," Gilbert informed him. Lucia took advantage of her
husband's question to move over toward the door.
"Why, good God, man, it's nearly three o'clock! We're not on a hunger
strike, are we?" And he laughed at his own dull witticism.
"I'll see about it now," Jones promised.
"Haven't got a drink, have you, while we're waiting? Not that I need an
appetizer! And it's damned hot, I know, to guzzle whiskey."
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