And so the months rolled by, with a trip abroad now and then to relieve the
tedium of existence. For a woman to know that she comes to be tolerated
only because she is decorative, is a consummating blow. Pell soon reached
the point where he told Lucia he had bought her, body and soul. He had
determined to win her love. When he saw that he could not, he swiftly
forgot the integrity of her part of the bargain, the honesty of her words
to him before they were married; and he practised subtle cruelties to tame
her and bring her at last to him.
He began to drink too much. Only a certain pride in his business affairs,
the desire to keep a level head, a clear brain, kept him from sinking
definitely to the gutter. He became irritable with her. Nothing she did
pleased him. He found he could not wound her sufficiently when he was
sober; so he fortified himself with alcohol, gained courage to speak flat
truths, and left her alone for days at a time, thinking such absences were
a punishment.
Had he but known it, they were the only bright oases in her monotonous
life. She blessed those hours when he mercifully remained away on the
pretext of business. What he did gave her little concern.
Once she ventured to talk frankly with him about the wisdom of a legal
separation. It was foolish to go on in this way. It was dishonest; it was
the only immorality.
He laughed her to scorn. "You're too useful to me, my dear," he sneered. He
always added that "my dear" to any statement when he wished to be
thoroughly sarcastic.
He was conscious that certain captains of business would not have come so
frequently to his home if Lucia had not been there to dispense a supposedly
gracious hospitality. Let her go? Lose all this? Not at all! He brutally
told her so again and again. And finally she made up her mind, for the sake
of peace, that she would merely remain the flower under glass, if that was
his desire. Arguments were of no avail. In a sense, she was beaten.
The opera, books, travel, a few good friends--those that Morgan allowed
her to keep--these filled her days.
One evening she was particularly surprised when he said to her, casually:
"How would you like a little trip out West? You look peaked. Maybe it would
set you up."
"Why--it sounds nice, Morgan," she answered. "Is it business, or--" Her
sense of humor made it impossible for her to bring out the word "pleasure."
"Of course it's business," he replied. "Precious little else I get." They
were dining alone, at home, and he motioned the butler to refill his glass
with champagne.
She wondered at his suggestion. There must be something behind it. But as a
matter of fact she was tired of Long Island, and if she could kill a few
weeks--maybe a few months--in the West, she would willingly go.
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