The Battle of the Strong: A Romance of Two Kingdoms — Volume 5 — John Shaqi
The Battle of the Strong: A Romance of Two Kingdoms — Volume 5Parker, Gilbert
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The Battle of the Strong: A Romance of Two Kingdoms — Volume 5
Parker, Gilbert
Anglo-French War, 1793-1802 -- Fiction; Channel Islands -- Fiction
"Guida," he said with rushing emotion, "it is not too late. Forgive the
past-the wrong of it, the shame of it. You are my wife; nothing can undo
that. The other woman--she is nothing to me. If we part and never meet
again she will suffer no more than she suffers to go on with me. She has
never loved me, nor I her. Ambition did it all, and of ambition God
knows I have had enough! Let me proclaim our marriage, let me come back
to you. Then, happen what will, for the rest of our lives I will try to
atone for the wrong I did you. I want you, I want our child. I want to
win your love again. I can't wipe out what I have done, but I can put
you right before the world, I can prove to you that I set you above place
and ambition. If you shrink from doing it for me, do it"--he glanced
towards the bed--"do it for our child. To-morrow--to-morrow it shall be,
if you will forgive. To-morrow let us start again--Guida--Guida!"
She did not answer at once; but at last she said "Giving up place and
ambition would prove nothing now. It is easy to repent when our
pleasures have palled. I told you in a letter four years ago that your
protests came too late. They are always too late. With a nature like
yours nothing is sure or lasting. Everything changes with the mood.
It is different with me: I speak only what I truly mean. Believe me,
for I tell you the truth, you are a man that a woman could forget but
could never forgive. As a prince you are much better than as a plain
man, for princes may do what other men may not. It is their way to take
all and give nothing. You should have been born a prince, then all your
actions would have seemed natural. Yet now you must remain a prince, for
what you got at such a price to others you must pay for. You say you
would come down from your high place, you would give up your worldly
honours, for me. What madness! You are not the kind of man with whom a
woman could trust herself in the troubles and changes of life. Laying
all else aside, if I would have had naught of your honours and your duchy
long ago, do you think I would now share a disgrace from which you could
never rise? For in my heart I feel that this remorse is but caprice.
It is to-day; it may not--will not--be tomorrow."
"You are wrong, you are wrong. I am honest with you now," he broke in.
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