English fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The climax had come. He was determined that things should not continue
as they were. If Miss Brooke simply regarded their connection as a mere
students' companionship, agreeable to both parties but strictly
temporary, then he must end it immediately. Miss Brooke must at once be
made aware of what this friendship meant to him. What he had so far
deemed inexpedient seemed to him the only expediency--to stake all on
one coup.
In the stress of the crisis the prejudices that were his by inheritance
and teaching, and that his new life had caused to slumber, asserted
themselves again, crying aloud against these friendships. Miss Brooke
ought never to have expected him to be proof against that sort of thing,
of which he had never had experience. Pemberton might be able and
content to flutter round without hurt, but he himself had been a lost
man from the beginning.
It soothed him to map out the future as he wished it to be, and all
seemed so natural and reasonable that, if she cared for him in the
least, she could not but admit his views on every point. He felt himself
filled with an infinite longing, an infinite tenderness. He would
surround her with his love so that escape from it should be impossible.
It should permeate every fibre of her being, and she should in the end
come to him and give up everything to fulfil the duties of a wife,
presiding over his household, absorbing herself in his career, and
giving all her thought to the unity their two lives would constitute. Of
course, she could paint in such time as was left to her, and any glory
she might achieve would redound to the credit of his name. Still when a
woman had once become a wife, he argued, her ambition generally faded.
Wifehood was absorbing. Greater glory than that of being a perfect wife
there could not be.
A few days later, when his emotion had somewhat calmed down, and he
could trust himself sufficiently to see her, he called at the _pension_,
but, as had happened occasionally from the beginning, he did not find
her at home. So the next morning he sent her a great heterogeneous mass
of flowers with the half-jesting, half-reproachful hope they might meet
with better fortune than he. Whereupon he immediately received a letter
explaining she had passed the previous evening with some very nice
people in the Avenue Kleber, and announcing her intention of taking him
there on the morrow. Would he dine early and call for her? She thanked
him for the flowers in a postscript, saying they had transformed her
room into a veritable bower.
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