A man who seemed in his middle twenties looked up from a desk. He smiled
and gestured toward two adjoining chairs.
"Well--well."
"Doctor Hortel, I--"
The doctor snapped his fingers.
"Of course, I know. Your daughter. Ha ha, I certainly do know your
trouble. Get so many of them nowadays--takes up most of my time."
"You do?" asked Mrs. Cuberle. "Frankly, it had begun to upset me."
"Upset? Hmm. Not good. Not good at all. Ah, but then--if people did not
get upset, we psychiatrists would be out of a job, eh? Go the way of the
early M. D. But, I assure you, I need hear no more." He turned his
handsome face to Mary. "Little girl, how old are you?"
"Eighteen, sir."
"Oh, a real bit of impatience. It's just about time, of course. What
might your name be?"
"Mary."
"Charming! And so unusual. Well now, Mary, may I say that I understand
your problem--understand it thoroughly?"
Mrs. Cuberle smiled and smoothed the sequins on her blouse.
"Madam, you have no idea how many there are these days. Sometimes it
preys on their minds so that it affects them physically, even mentally.
Makes them act strange, say peculiar, unexpected things. One little girl
I recall was so distraught she did nothing but brood all day long. Can
you imagine!"
"That's what Mary does. When she finally told me, doctor, I thought she
had gone--_you_ know."
"That bad, eh? Afraid we'll have to start a re-education program, very
soon, or they'll all be like this. I believe I'll suggest it to the
senator day after tomorrow."
"I don't quite understand, doctor."
"Simply, Mrs. Cuberle, that the children have got to be thoroughly
instructed. Thoroughly. Too much is taken for granted and childish minds
somehow refuse to accept things without definite reason. Children have
become far too intellectual, which, as I trust I needn't remind you, is
a dangerous thing."
"Yes, but what has this to do with--"
"With Mary? Everything, of course. Mary, like half the sixteen,
seventeen and eighteen year olds today, has begun to feel acutely
self-conscious. She feels that her body has developed sufficiently for
the Transformation--which of course it has not, not quite yet--and she
cannot understand the complex reasons that compel her to wait until some
future date. Mary looks at you, at the women all about her, at the
pictures, and then she looks into a mirror. From pure perfection of
body, face, limbs, pigmentation, carriage, stance, from simon-pure
perfection, if I may be allowed the expression, she sees herself and is
horrified. Isn't that so, my dear child? Of course--of course. She asks
herself, why must I be hideous, unbalanced, oversize, undersize, full of
revolting skin eruptions, badly schemed organically? In short, Mary is
tired of being a monster and is overly anxious to achieve what almost
everyone else has already achieved."
"But--" said Mrs. Cuberle.
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