Homeless persons -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
I temporised. "My dear," said I, "when you first knew me I wore a blue
blouse and boots with wooden soles. Almost the last time you had the
happiness of beholding me, I was clad in the purple and fine linen of a
dress-suit. You weren't alarmed at my putting on civilised garments, why
should you be excited at the master doing the same?"
"If you talk like the master, I shall detest you," exclaimed Blanquette.
"You do it because you are hiding something. _Ah, mon petit frère_," she
said with a change of tone and putting her arm round my neck, "tell me
what is happening. He is going to be married to the beautiful lady, eh?"
She looked into my eyes. Hers were deep and brown and a world of pain
lay behind them. I am a bad liar. She freed me roughly.
"I see. It is true. He is going to be married. He does not want me any
longer. It is all finished. O _mon Dieu, mon Dieu_! What is to become of
me?"
She wept, rubbing away the tears with her knuckles. I tried to comfort
her and lent her my pocket-handkerchief. She need have no fear, I said.
As long as the master lived her comfort was assured. She turned on me.
"Do you think I would let him keep me in idleness while he was married
to another woman? But no. It would be _malhonnête_. I would never do
such a thing."
She looked at me almost fiercely. There was something noble in her
pride. It would be dishonourable to accept without giving. She would
never do that, never.
"But what will become of you, my dear Blanquette?" I asked.
"Look, Asticot. I would give him all that he would ask. I am his, all,
all, to do what he likes with. I have told you. I would sleep on the
ground outside his door every night, if that were his good pleasure. It
is not much that I demand. But he must be alone in the room,
_entends-tu_? Another woman comes to cherish him, and I no longer have
any place near him. I must be far away. And what would be the good of
being far away from him? What shall I do? _Tiens_, as soon as he
marries, _je vais me fich' à l'eau_."
"You are going to do _what_?" I cried incredulously.
She repeated that she would "chuck" herself into the river--"_Se fich à
l'eau_" is not the French of Racine. I remonstrated. She retorted that
if she could not keep the master's house in order there was nothing left
to live for. Much better be dead than eat your heart out in misery.
"You are talking like a wicked girl," said I severely, "and it will be
my duty to tell the master."
She gave her eyes a final dab with my handkerchief which she restored to
me with an air of scornful resentment.
"If you do, you will be infamous, and I will never speak to you again as
long as I live."
I descended from my Rhadamanthine seat and reflected that the betrayal
of Blanquette's confidence would not be a gallant action. I maintained
my dignity, however.
"Then I must hear nothing more about you drowning yourself."
"We will not talk of it any longer," said Blanquette, frigidly. "I am
going to cook the dinner."
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