England -- Fiction; Love stories; Scholars -- Fiction
I implore you to do this, not for your own sake, but for
his. You have done wrong, and it is he that should be
considered. You will think what will be your sufferings if
he does not notice your letter; should he not be softened
by your humility. But you have no right to think of that.
You have done him wrong, and you owe him reparation. You
cannot expect that you should do wrong and not suffer.
I fear I have written savagely. Dear, dear Caroline, come
to me here, and I will not talk savagely. I too am not
happy. I have not my happiness so much in my own hands as
you have. Do come to me. Papa will be delighted to see
you. I am sure Miss Baker could spare you for a fortnight.
Do, do come to
Your true friend,
ADELA.
There was much of craft in Adela Gauntlet's letter; but if craft
could ever be pardonable, then was hers pardonable in this case.
She had written as though her sole thought was for Mr. Bertram. She
had felt that in this way only could she move her friend. In her
mind--Adela's mind--it was a settled conviction, firm as rocks, that
as Caroline and Mr. Bertram loved each other, neither of them could
be happy unless they were brought together. How could she best aid in
doing this? That had been her main thought, and so thinking, she had
written this letter, filled to overflowing with womanly craft.
And her craft was nearly successful; but only nearly; that was all.
Caroline sat in her solitude and cried over this letter till her
eyes were weary with tears. She strove, strove valiantly to take
her friend's advice; strove to do so in spite of all her former
protestations. She got pen and ink and sat herself down to write the
letter of humiliation; but the letter would not be written; it was
impossible to her; the words would not form themselves: for two days
she strove, and then she abandoned the task as for ever hopeless. And
thus this third short epistle must be laid before the reader.
"I cannot do it, Adela. It is not in my nature. You could do it,
because you are good, and high, and pure. Do not judge others by
yourself. I cannot do it, and will not madden myself by thinking of
it again. Good-bye; God bless you. If I could cure your grief I would
come to you; but I am not fit. God in his own time will cure yours,
because you are so pure. I could not help you, nor you me; I had
better, therefore, remain where I am. A thousand thousand kisses. I
love you so now, because you and you only know my secret. Oh, if you
should not keep it! But I know you will; you are so true."
This was all. There was no more; no signature. "May God help them
both!" said Adela as she read it.
CHAPTER IX.
BIDDING HIGH.
I hope to press all the necessary records of the next three or four
months into a few pages. A few pages will be needed in order that we
may know how old Mr. Bertram behaved when he heard of this rupture
between his nephew and his granddaughter.
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