England -- Fiction; Love stories; Scholars -- Fiction
But at last they did meet. Sir Henry, determined not to be beaten in
his attempt to effect a reconciliation, wrote to him, saying that he
would call, and naming an hour. "Caroline and you," he said, "are
cousins; there can be no reason why you should be enemies. For her
sake, if not for mine, do oblige me in this."
Bertram sat for hours with that note beneath his eyes before he could
bring himself to answer it. Could it really be that she desired
to see him again? That she, in her splendour and first glow of
prosperous joy, would wish to encounter him in his dreary, sad,
deserted misery? And why could she wish it? and, ah! how could she
wish it?
And then he asked himself whether he also would wish to see her. That
he still loved her, loved her as he never had done while she was yet
his own, he had often told himself. That he could never be at rest
till he had ceased to make her the first object of his thoughts he
had said as often. That he ought not to see her, he knew full well.
The controversy within his own bosom was carried on for two hours,
and then he wrote to Sir Henry, saying that he would be at his
chambers at the hour named. From that moment the salutary effort was
discontinued, the work was put aside, and the good that had been done
was all revoked.
Sir Henry came, true to his appointment. Whatever might be
his object, he was energetic in it. He was now a man of many
concernments; hours were scanty with him, and a day much too short.
The calls of clients, and the calls of party, joined to those other
calls which society makes upon men in such brilliant stations, hardly
left him time for sleeping; but not the less urgent was he in his
resolve to see his beaten rival who would so willingly have left him
to his brilliant joy. But was not all this explained long even before
Christianity was in vogue? "Quos Deus vult perdere, prius dementat."
Whom God will confound, those he first maddens.
Nothing could exceed the bland friendship, the winning manners, and
the frank courtesy of Sir Henry. He said but little about what was
past; but that little went to show that he had been blessed with the
hand of Caroline Waddington only because Bertram had rejected that
blessing as not worthy his acceptance. Great man as he was, he almost
humbled himself before Bertram's talent. He spoke of their mutual
connection at Hadley as though they two were his heirs of right, and
as though their rights were equal; and then he ended by begging that
they might still be friends.
"Our careers must be widely different," said Bertram, somewhat
touched by his tone; "yours will be in the light; mine must be in the
dark."
"Most men who do any good live in the dark for some period of their
lives," said Harcourt. "I, too, have had my dark days, and doubtless
shall have them again; but neither with you nor with me will they
endure long."
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