The garden, as far as he could see, was the same except that he fancied
it less trim, less perfect in order: in the old days it would be for
months at a time all the outside world she saw--there had been object
enough in keeping it trim. Now it looked, to his fancy, like a woman
whose beauty was fading a little because she had lost incentive to be
beautiful. He turned from the garden, his heart amazed, fearful, back
to the room.
The room of the old days--with closed eyes he reproduced it; its white
walls, its few good pictures, its curtains and carpet of deep blue. Her
sofa by the window, the wide armchair on which he always sat, the table
where, in and out of season, roses, his roses, stood. The little old
gilt clock on the mantlepiece that so quickly, cruelly ticked away
their hour. Books, books everywhere, the most important journals and a
medley of the lighter magazines; those, with her work-basket, proving
her feminine and the range of her interests, her inconsistency. A
woman's room, revealing at a glance her individuality, her spirit.
But this room--! He looked for the familiar things--the sofa, the
bookshelves, the little table dedicated to flowers. Yes, the sofa was
there, but pushed away as though seldom used; on the bookshelves new,
strange books were crowding out the old; on the little table drooped a
few faded flowers in an awkward vase. On the mantlepiece, where she
would never have more than one or two good ornaments, and the old gilt
clock, were now stacks of papers, a rack bulging with packing
materials--something like that--an ink-bottle, a candlestick, the candle
trailed over with sealing-wax, and an untidy ball of string. And right
in the centre of the room a great clumsy writing-table, an office
table, piled with papers again, ledgers, a portable typewriter, and--a
litter of cigarette ends.
Like a Mistress on the track of a much-doubted maid he ran his finger
along the edge of a bookcase and then the mantlepiece. He looked at his
fingers; there was no denying the dust he had wiped away.
She must have changed her room--why had she done it? But the maid had
said--in her sitting-room--
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