Mary was a silent woman herself and a lover of silence. But John liked
to hear the sound of his voice; he liked to shout at her; to call for
her from one room to another; above all, he liked to hear his voice
reading the paper out loud to her in the evening. She dreaded that most
of all. It had lately seemed to jar on her nerves till she felt she
must scream aloud. His voice going on and on, raucous and sing-song,
became unspeakably irritating. His "Mary!" summoning her from her
household work to wherever he happened to be, his "Get my slippers,"
or "Bring me my pipe," exasperated her almost to the point of
rebellion. "Get your own slippers" had trembled on her lips, but had
never passed them, for she was a woman who could not bear anger. Noise
of any kind appalled her.
She had borne it for ten years, so surely she could go on with it. Yet
today, as she gazed hopelessly at the wintry country side, she became
acutely conscious that she could not go on with it. Something must
happen. Yet what was there that could happen?
It was Christmas next week. She smiled ironically at the thought. Then
she noticed the figure of her husband coming up the road. He came in at
the gate and round to the side-door.
"Mary!"
She went slowly in answer to the summons. He held a letter in his hand.
"Met the postman," he said. "From your aunt."
She opened the letter and read it in silence. Both of them knew quite
well what it contained.
"She wants us to go over for Christmas again," said Mary.
He began to grumble.
"She's as deaf as a post. She's 'most as deaf as her mother was. She
ought to know better than to ask folks over when she can't hear a word
any one says."
Mary said nothing. He always grumbled about the invitation at first,
but really he wanted to go. He liked to talk with her uncle. He liked
the change of going down to the village for a few days and hearing all
its gossip. He could quite well leave the farm to the "hands" for that
time.
The Crewe deafness was proverbial. Mary's great-grandmother had gone
stone deaf at the age of thirty-five; her daughter had inherited the
affliction and her grand-daughter, the aunt with whom Mary had spent
her childhood, had inherited it also at exactly the same age.
"All right," he said at last, grudgingly, as though in answer to her
silence, "we'd better go. Write and say we'll go."
* * * * *
It was Christmas Eve. They were in the kitchen of her uncle's
farmhouse. The deaf old woman sat in her chair by the fire knitting.
Upon her sunken face there was a curious sardonic smile that was her
habitual expression. The two men stood in the doorway. Mary sat at the
table looking aimlessly out of the window. Outside, the snow fell in
blinding showers. Inside, the fire gleamed on to the copper pots and
pans, the crockery on the old oak dresser, the hams hanging from the
ceiling.
Suddenly James turned.
"Jane!" he said.
The deaf woman never stirred.
"Jane!"
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