The best short stories of 1918, and the yearbook of the American short story
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The best short stories of 1918, and the yearbook of the American short story
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories -- 20th century -- Bibliography; Short stories -- 20th century -- Indexes; Short stories, American
Slowly, then, Mr. Ewing began to see. And remotely it began to dawn upon
him—the thing “she” in her anger had done. For there was no doubt that
the thing was done. The man’s faith and belief in himself, in the
cleanness and simplicity of his own motives, were gone—and gone in a
single devastating blow from which he had not, and could never, recover.
And, searching for the right thing to say, Mr. Ewing stumbled, as one
always will, upon the one thing he should never have said:
“But you know better than that. You know it’s not so.”
Corey’s answer was not argumentative; it only stated, wearily, the fact
which from the first had seemed to possess his mind:
“No, I don’t know it’s not so. I’ve never been able to give any reasons
for doing the things myself. _You’ve_ asked me why.... I couldn’t tell.”
“Why, it was youth,” said Mr. Ewing, and one can imagine him saying it,
gently, as an old-fashioned physician might offer his homely remedy to a
patient whose knowledge exceeded his own. “Men do those things when
they’re young.”
And Corey, rejecting the simple, old-fashioned cure, made an attempt at
a smile for the kindness in which it was offered. “All men are young,
some time,” he said; “all men don’t do them.”
“But you happened to be the kind who would.” And at this Corey made no
attempt to smile.
“That’s it!” he said. “I _wasn’t_ the kind. I was the kind to stay at
home.... _I_ know that. I was always happier here in Dubuque. And
now—this last— You’d hardly say that was on account of my youth!”
“No—but it had got into your blood.”
Corey at this gave a start and looked up suddenly at Mr. Ewing. “Into my
blood— It’s the very word she used! When she admitted I might not have
known it myself, she said she supposed it was just ‘in my blood’!”
He made a gesture which began violently and ended in futility, and sat
silent, looking off steadily into space, as if hearing again all those
dreadful revelations of hers. And once or twice Mr. Ewing, who sat
helplessly by, waiting, perhaps praying, for some inspiration, made a
valiant but utterly vain effort to put out his hand, to show by some
mere physical act, if no other, his unshaken belief in his friend.
And so, when the need for speech had become imperative, Mr. Ewing found
himself saying something to the effect that these things pass; that she
had only been angry, and had said the first thing that had come into her
mind. And Corey, realizing the extremity into which he had led his
friend, rose and, either ignoring or not hearing, from the depth of the
chasm into which he had fallen, Mr. Ewing’s last remark, made some
hurried attempt at apology, and awkwardly moved toward the door.
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