The best short stories of 1918, and the yearbook of the American short story
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The best short stories of 1918, and the yearbook of the American short story
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories -- 20th century -- Bibliography; Short stories -- 20th century -- Indexes; Short stories, American
The bloody answer to the riddle leaped out at him. Hazelton’s death—that
was the answer. Then De Vilmarte could depart in peace. For two mad,
happy days he saw life simply. First Hazelton, then himself.
One day he stopped short, for he realized he could not go until his
mother—went. He must stay a while—until she died.
He had to wait until she died. He watched her, wondering if his
endurance would outlast her life. He tried not to let her see him
watching—for he knew there was madness in his eyes—and he would go out
to find his dark shadow, for often it was less painful to be with him
than away from him—he knew then what Hazelton was up to. He spent days
in retracing the steps which had brought him to this desperate
_impasse_. They had been easy, but he knew that weakness was at the
bottom of it—perhaps, unless he did it now, he would never do it—perhaps
an unworthy desire for life—and love—might hold back his hand.
So De Vilmarte lived his days and nights bound on the torturing pendulum
of conflict.
――――
Suddenly Europe was aflame. France stood still and waited. And as he
waited, with Europe, Raoul for a moment forgot his torment. War is a
great destroyer, but among other things it destroys the smaller
emotions. Its licking flame shrivels up personal loves and hates. When
war was declared, old hates were blotted out, and hopeless lovers
trembling on the brink of suicide were cured overnight. Small human
atoms were drowned in the larger hate and the larger love. Men ceased to
have power over their own lives since their lives belonged to France.
So when war was declared, choice was taken from Raoul’s hands. A high
feeling of liberation possessed him. He walked along the street, and
suddenly he realized that instead of going toward his home he was
seeking his other half, the dark shadow to whom he had been so bound.
On Hazelton’s door a note was pinned, addressed to him.
“My friend,” it said, “you have luck! You will have your regiment, while
nothing better than the ambulance, like a _sale embusque_, for me. If
harm comes to you, don’t fear for your mother.”
This letter made him feel as though Hazelton had clasped his hand. He no
longer felt toward Hazelton as an enemy, since France had also claimed
him.
Madness had brushed him with its dark wings. By so slender a thread his
life and Hazelton’s had hung! Yes—and his honor!
“Thank God!” he said, “for an honorable death!” It was the last personal
thought that was his for a long time. War engulfed him. Instead of an
individual he was a soldier of France, and his life was broken away from
the old life which now seemed illusion, the days which streamed past him
like pennants torn in the wind.
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