The best short stories of 1918, and the yearbook of the American short story
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The best short stories of 1918, and the yearbook of the American short story
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories -- 20th century -- Bibliography; Short stories -- 20th century -- Indexes; Short stories, American
“He was a marked man. The Germans knew him to be our best, perhaps the
best aviator in all the Allied armies, and they needed him. They tried
every sort of hellish torture on him, things one mustn’t think about, to
get him to take up one of their photographers over the French trenches,
knowing he could do certain notorious tricks which would prove him our
man and so render the taking of the necessary pictures comparatively
safe. He stuck it out, growing weaker and weaker, until the order came
that he was to take up their man in his own machine (they’d used their
diabolical skill to reconstruct it), or— Perhaps if it had been an order
to shoot him then and there, his courage would have held out; but the
other— He was broken, weakened, driven; he gave in.
“They’d taken photographs for miles along the French and British fronts
when Esmè noticed the strap which held the camera man was loosened. The
man was busy adjusting the films for a new set. Esmè pulled, the strap
gave way; he lurched the machine suddenly, and turned it over,—his
famous somersault trick,—and then, without looking back or down, made
for our camp.
“Sometimes one forgets to guard one’s expression. I suppose mine showed
the horror I couldn’t help feeling. He put his hand out to touch me, but
I jumped up and moved away. ‘Marston,’ he said, ‘what’s the matter?
Aren’t you glad? There wasn’t any other way but to give in to them.
_You_ don’t know what it’s like to feel yourself dying by inches, a
little piece more every day, all the time knowing you can’t die
_enough_, and then the chance to be free once more, in the air, clean;
you only fifty miles away, and one man between us—one man. What was his
life among so many? It’s war, Marston; war.’
“I failed him then. I didn’t stop to think of his overwrought condition,
mentally and physically. He simply wasn’t responsible. I had a quick
vision of the way the other men would take it, of how I’d try and try to
explain Esmè’s action because it was Esmè’s, and all the time I’d know
the explanations weren’t any good. We have a code all our own; no rules,
no mention ever made of its interpretation—just an aviator’s honor.
“Now, looking back, I can’t think why Esmè’s dropping the man out seemed
so hideous. It did, though, and I failed him. He wanted to hear me say
the words of welcome he’d counted on, and I just stood and looked at
him. He was making queer, whimpering little noises, with his mouth
wobbling all over his face, and I watched him. He was suffering, and I
looked on.
“After a while the whimperings turned into words, and the words started
with giggles. ‘A-aren’t you g-glad, Marston? A-aren’t you g-glad?
A-aren’t you?’
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