The best short stories of 1922, and the yearbook of the American short story
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The best short stories of 1922, and the yearbook of the American short story
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories -- 20th century -- Bibliography; Short stories -- 20th century -- Indexes; Short stories, American
“I knew it.” His voice trembled a little, and he stopped for
a moment because he did not want to show how pleased he was at
her confession while he was still under the disadvantage of her
resistance.
His slow voice went on, “Yes, I used to feel almost sure of it. Even
though it was presumptuous of me, I did think so. You were always
straightforward. You were never ashamed of your feelings. But I
couldn’t ask you to marry me, not then. You remember how things were
with me--my kid sisters and all to be looked after. I had to wait.”
“I understood,” said Sally in a low voice. “I knew you cared, and why
you--didn’t say anything.”
“But you married Eddie just the same! And it wasn’t because you
didn’t care for me. I know why you married him. I’m going to tell you
why you married him.”
“Don’t! You needn’t tell me. I know. I didn’t know then. I just felt
something that was too strong for me. I didn’t know why I had to give
in to it. I just had to. Now I know what it was. I know why I had to
give in to it.”
She paused, pressed the back of one hand against her mouth. She bent
her head. Her hand trembled against her mouth and her shoulders
trembled a little too. She took her hand away from her mouth and
began to tug at one of the buttons of her coat. Her lips were white.
She pressed her upper lip against her teeth to keep it from quivering.
“I could have waited for you. I knew you would ask me some day. But
there was one thing I couldn’t wait for. I was twenty-four, and
natural. My whole feeling for life and people was full of a woman’s
desires. I didn’t know it then, but I know it now. I was strong,
I could have waited if I had known it then. I know now that my
whole feeling for Eddie was that I wanted to mother him. I had to
mother somebody. But I didn’t know it was that, not then. I didn’t
understand it at all. I used to be afraid and ashamed because I still
loved you and here all the time Eddie and I were coming closer and
closer together. I didn’t understand myself at all. Yes, I still
loved you, but ... I couldn’t have children then, it takes money to
have children. Those days you were having your own struggles and I
could barely make my living. I couldn’t even allow myself to think of
having children.”
She stopped, turned her head and looked at the sleeper on the couch.
She knitted her brows and compressed her lips. The tall man moved his
lips as if to speak, but she went on:
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