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Estelle was neither weak, nor vicious. She was only normal—and with
her environment and upbringing was just what one would have expected
her to be. Her one creed, at the age of twenty-one, was to have a good
time. This, somehow, she found increasingly difficult. All the usual
forms of pleasure desired by young girls, were freely hers. Dances,
parties, the theater and opera, were all lavished upon her.
For a time they sufficed; and yet, because she was a normal girl, no
finer or less fine than thousands of others of her race, inevitably
the time came when she found herself desiring something more.
Affairs of the heart, which usually play so large a part in feminine
adolescence, had never seriously touched Estelle. That, too, was the
inevitable result of her environment. Young men admired her, adored
her, and plied her with attentions. But Estelle felt herself in some
way above them all. She accepted their adulation amusedly, just a
little as a princess of the middle ages might have accepted the
adulation of her courtiers—or laughed at the antics of her favorite
jester—but nothing more.
Perhaps Estelle had no capacity for love; or perhaps, because of what
civilization had made her, those men of deeper feelings knew that she
had nothing to offer them—and so went their way.
Estelle was mildly interested when she first saw Jimmy that morning in
her father’s office. He was a new type to her, so obviously different
from any man she had ever met. She had no thought of ever meeting him
socially; indeed, the idea then would have filled her with
indignation. But the sturdy manliness of him attracted her in spite of
herself.
She liked Mr. Leffingwell Hope—better, perhaps, than most of the young
men of her acquaintance, for the secretary, seeing in her a practical
and easy route for his own self-advancement, had for nearly a year
been making himself as charming as possible; but she could not help
comparing him to Jimmy.
They were as different as two individuals of the same sex could well
be, and although Estelle did not know it, Jimmy did not suffer by the
comparison.
Estelle was mildly interested in Jimmy from the moment she first saw
him. There was no sentiment in her thoughts of him, merely curiosity.
She remembered, too, when he had first seen her, the look of awe that
had come to his face. And later she had seen plainly his resentment at
her presence in the office. Resentment from a young man was something
new to Estelle. It did not make her angry; it piqued her, and she
could not forget it.
When Jimmy had been with the company about two weeks Estelle came to
the office again, and saw him there. Later she learned from George
Cooper how he happened to be there, and what he was doing.
She felt a little ashamed of herself at the sudden realization that
she was interested in one of her father’s office boys, and decided to
forget all about him. Soon after that she went to the seashore with
her mother for the summer.
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