Astronauts -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Science fiction; Short stories; Space flight to the moon -- Fiction
"Cantrell," Evans' harassed voice came. "This is an order: maintain
contact at all times, until the moment you set foot back on Earth.
Understand?"
Cantrell laughed with his strange secret knowledge. "I'm not coming
back," he said happily. He was the only one who could escape this
animal, the only one, and he felt elated at this, felt a sense of power
he'd not known. "I'm not going to be a parasite crawling on the back of
an animal." The thought sickened him, and he gagged.
"Cantrell!" It was Jarvis. "Cantrell, listen to me--"
"No," Cantrell said. "You listen to me."
And he told them about Earth being a space-animal. His mind rebelled at
the thought, but he forced himself on for he wanted Jarvis to suffer
down there, he wanted them all to suffer with the knowledge of what
they were. Where was their pompous self-importance now, their flea's
dream of conquering the universe?
"He's crazy," Evans whispered.
"Cantrell, listen to me," Jarvis said.
But Cantrell was staring in horrified fascination at Earth dwindling
below, at the space-animal watching him. "No!" he cried. "No, it's
too late." And he shut off the radio and ripped the wires from their
moorings.
Ahead of him lay the moon. He switched screens to look at it. It was
chalky and pockmarked, like the skin of a diseased animal. Great
iridescent veins glowed through its body. From a crater bed a great
baleful eye regarded him.
Cantrell screamed again and frantically pressed studs on the control
panel. The rocket shot flame from its side tubes and turned in a short
arc, swinging the moon from sight. The forward viewscreens showed the
stars now, and beyond them an infinite blackness.
"I'll be safe out there," Cantrell told himself.
The rocket leaped forward.
* * * * *
"You were right," Evans said bitterly, putting down the radiophone with
a gesture of helplessness. "Now, what do we do?"
Jarvis shrugged. "Start over," he said. "What else is there to do? Find
someone else to pilot another rocket."
"Someone without Cantrell's hallucinations," Jarvis ammended.
"And pray that they _were_ hallucinations," Jarvis amended further.
Evans looked at him sharply. "What do you mean?"
Jarvis said calmly, "My favorite theme, Colonel--simply that we don't
know much about this blob of matter we're on. One factor disturbs me:
while Cantrell was afraid of animals, he never _imagined_ he saw them.
Outside of his one idiosyncrasy, he was a very sound person."
"What are you getting at?" Evans demanded irritably.
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