Dinner was a necessary nuisance to be endured and he got through with
it as quickly as possible. Alone in the big dining room, waited upon
by Ellen, with the chair at the other end of the table unoccupied,
it was no wonder that appetite failed him. In the old days--and they
were not so old--his dinner was an event. He was particular about the
choice of dishes, insisted upon an abundance of everything, lingered
over the dessert, smoked his cigar and listened while Mother chatted
of the affairs of the household or repeated town gossip. Very often
there were guests--leading politicians of the county; his lawyers down
from Boston on business connected with the eternal suit; Judge Baxter
and Mrs. Baxter from Ostable; other prominent--though of course less
prominent--fellow townspeople like the Snows or the Taylors; on Sundays
the minister and his wife. Pleasant company, in complete agreement
with his opinions on all subjects, substantial people, people of
consequence. They would come now if he asked them, but he had no mind
to ask. With that vacant chair opposite his own, the filling of the
others would be only an emphasis of his wretchedness.
Arabella had liked their niece, had more than once spoken of that
liking, had even dared so far on rare occasions as to hint that a girl
like Esther might be “kind of nice to have around; somebody outside
of just us two old folks to take an interest in. Don’t you think so,
dear?” He had refused to listen to the hints then. Freeling Townsend
had chosen to follow his own road in open defiance of the brother who
had lifted him out of the mire so often. Let those who were responsible
for his taking that road tramp it to the end; that was his brusque
ultimatum. Only since his wife’s death had he changed his mind. That
conscience to which Reliance Clark had referred as having been “pushed
away up-attic” had been shaken from its camphor. Perhaps he had been
too hard. He had been right, of course, but even so he might have
yielded, to please Mother. It would have pleased her then; if the
talk which the minister and the rest so wearisomely offered him as
consolation _should_ be true it might please her now. He was a regular
church-goer at the old First Meeting House on Sunday, but he was so
more because it was the conservative, orthodox thing to do than from
any deep-rooted religious convictions. Nevertheless--
And Esther was a Townsend. It was risky experiment, but for Mother’s
sake he had decided to give it a trial. His own loneliness and the
growing certainty that he could not continue to live in that house
without companionship were the weights which tipped the balance.
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