A man in artist's velveteens, minus a haircut, with a large, fat, pasty
face, sat at an adjoining table and discoursed to his friends.
Presently, during an intermission of the music, he rose and took the
rest of those present into his confidence. With rapt eyes on the
faraway space of distant planets he chanted his apologia.
"I believe in the Cosmic Urge, in the Sublimity of my Ego. I follow my
Lawless Impulse where the Gods of Desire shall drive. I am what I Am,
Son of the Stars, Lord of my Life. With Unleashed Love I answer the
psychic beat of Pulse to Pulse, Laughter, Tears and Woe, the keen edge
of Passion, the Languor of Satiety: all these are life. Open-armed, I
embrace them. I drink and assuage my thirst. For Youth is here
to-day. To-morrow, alas, it has gone. Now I am. In the Then I shall
not be. Kismet!"
The poet's fine frenzy faded. He sank back into his chair, apparently
worn out by his vast mental effort.
Clay gave a deep chuckle of delight. This was good.
"Heap much oration," he murmured. "Go to it, old-timer. Steam off
again. Git down in yore collar to it."
To miss none of the fun he hitched a little closer on the bench. But
the man without the haircut was through effervescing. He began to talk
in a lower voice on world politics to admiring friends who were basking
in his reflected glory.
"Bourgeois to the core," he announced with finality, speaking of the
United States, in answer to a question. "What are the idols we
worship? Law, the chain which binds an enslaved people; thrift, born
of childish fear; love of country, which is another name for crass
provincialism. I--I am a Cosmopolite, not an American. Bohemia is my
land, and all free souls are my brothers. Why should I get wrinkles
because Germany sunk the Lusitania a month or two ago? That's her
business, not mine."
Clay leaned forward on a search for information. "Excuse me for
buttin' in, and me a stranger. But isn't it yore business when she
murders American women and children?"
The pasty-faced man looked at him with thinly disguised contempt. "You
wouldn't understand if I explained."
"Mebbeso I wouldn't, but you take a whirl at it and I'll listen high,
wide, and handsome."
The man in velveteens unexpectedly found himself doing as he was told.
There was a suggestion of compulsion about the gray-blue eyes fastened
on his, something in the clamp of the strong jaw that brought him up
for a moment against stark reality.
"The intelligentsia of a country knows that there can be no freedom
until there is no law. Every man's duty is to disregard duty. So, by
faring far on the wings of desire, he helps break down the slavery that
binds us. Obey the Cosmic Urge of your soul regardless of where it
leads you, young man."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account